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Isn't it odd when you realize you need to develop and additional skill to participate in things a little better. Especially when you find yourself doing the activity more and more.
So i find myself contemplating purchasing a Pump-it-up or DDR. for my computer. Neither of which are bad games, they just sorta fall into that pointless, unless i want to get good at the game, catagory.
And so I find myself in that position that is quite scary of wanting to get better at those kinds of games. Why? I'm not sure, the only time I play them is in group settings (since i didn't own either of them), and they don't fall into my normal RPG catagory. So it leaves me with the only remaining reason left, as being some form of social pressure.
This in turn makes me look at myself, what makes me tick, what makes me do what I do, and why do I do it? Do I improve my skills at things because of an elitist desire to be greater and better at things than others? Or it is just pure ambition to increase my skills? or do I actually like some of the things that I do?
Damn it, I didn't want to get all Introspective today.
So i find myself contemplating purchasing a Pump-it-up or DDR. for my computer. Neither of which are bad games, they just sorta fall into that pointless, unless i want to get good at the game, catagory.
And so I find myself in that position that is quite scary of wanting to get better at those kinds of games. Why? I'm not sure, the only time I play them is in group settings (since i didn't own either of them), and they don't fall into my normal RPG catagory. So it leaves me with the only remaining reason left, as being some form of social pressure.
This in turn makes me look at myself, what makes me tick, what makes me do what I do, and why do I do it? Do I improve my skills at things because of an elitist desire to be greater and better at things than others? Or it is just pure ambition to increase my skills? or do I actually like some of the things that I do?
Damn it, I didn't want to get all Introspective today.