Jan 29, 2006 21:17
today was absolutely beautiful.
i drove around with the windows down and listened to mae.
about a thousand memories came back to me that i had forced myself to forget. and for the first time i smiled when i thought of him. for so long i've held so much bitterness and resentment. im finally letting go of it. it's a happy realization. and a long awaited one.
i want it to be summer.
i want to drive around in my bikini and listen to the beach boys.
i want to play in the rain at sundown.
i want to wear shorts so short my ass hangs out and i don't even care.
i want kroger to start selling their damn good lemonade.
i want to go on picnics in the mountains.
i really don't think there is anything more wonderful than falling in love during the summer. it is the most carefree natural thing in the world. that's what i decided on my drive around town listening to mae today.