just s0mething i wr0te
l00k int0 my eyes. the c0l0r is c0vered by blackness. i d0nt want y0u t0 see the pain in them. masked by a drug. that is all me. i wish i c0uld live with0ut that feeling. the feeling 0f wanting, needing, alm0st dying with0ut it. i feel rem0rse f0r swalling the wretched h0le that keeps me alive when i feel d0wn. never wanting it t0 g0 away i induce it m0re. breath in.. 0ut.. inhaled thr0ugh my b0dy. like a piercing knife in my eyes. swirling lights, never m0ve away. keep my eyes tuned t0 the brite 0f night. its 0ver, the greatness 0f a day in a matter 0f 4 h0urs.