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just got back from the football game. hah..lost again, what a suprise. shows that JV volleyball is far from bein the worst team in the school even though we lost tuesday. but we realllly kicked butt yesterday. it sort of reminded me of one of those movies, yanno. like we were real big losers (haha just kiddin but purty close) then we just figured out how to get it together and win. then there was the one player, which happened to be me, who had one of their "moments". hahaa...coach told me to serve underhanded (which i hadnt done in forever) so i was like f-that if im gonna not make it over its gonna be by overhanded. welll...i got just bout all of em over. it was good stuffff. i amaze myself at what i can do sometimes, i knew i had it in me. *sigh* heh.
anyway...what really has been irritating me is the insensitivity of many people. in fact, it has been killing me. i decided to turn over a new leaf, and just start trying to be a nicer person and what not. well u know what? its soooo freakin hard. i try not to fight back with people when they insult with me, but it seems these days that its the only way to stick up for yourself and to make em quit. im so sick of being called names and crap like that, it bugs the mess outta me. some folk are soooo ignorant, and unfortunately they just seem to ruin things for everyone, giving out all of those bad vibes. i wish everyone could just respect one another. it starts with little things. another thing that goes along with categories is the fact that whenever people have a problem they just go straight to it, and just dont try to think of me helpin them or anything. thers no "hey how are u", theres not even a "hey"..they just go straight to the problem. noww i have absolutely no problem with helping people but it just annoys me when they cant even show some respect for me. arghh. well i dont know how to make people stop doin crap like this, but if youre readin this, just think about it and be more aware of whats goin on. so yeah thats it.
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l o v e o n e a n o t h e r.
anyway...what really has been irritating me is the insensitivity of many people. in fact, it has been killing me. i decided to turn over a new leaf, and just start trying to be a nicer person and what not. well u know what? its soooo freakin hard. i try not to fight back with people when they insult with me, but it seems these days that its the only way to stick up for yourself and to make em quit. im so sick of being called names and crap like that, it bugs the mess outta me. some folk are soooo ignorant, and unfortunately they just seem to ruin things for everyone, giving out all of those bad vibes. i wish everyone could just respect one another. it starts with little things. another thing that goes along with categories is the fact that whenever people have a problem they just go straight to it, and just dont try to think of me helpin them or anything. thers no "hey how are u", theres not even a "hey"..they just go straight to the problem. noww i have absolutely no problem with helping people but it just annoys me when they cant even show some respect for me. arghh. well i dont know how to make people stop doin crap like this, but if youre readin this, just think about it and be more aware of whats goin on. so yeah thats it.
<3.
l o v e o n e a n o t h e r.