Finale
Those you love can make you cry. Those who love you never will.
Those you love can break your heart, crush it and dance over its rubble. Those who love you never will.
This journal was created almost exactly 2 years ago for a purpose, yet that purpose now ceases to exist. A figment of my imagination that kept me going for far longer than it should have. The wake-up call has been of the rudest, most cruelest kind.
This journal will end today. A journey of love and pain, of hope and desperation, of loyalty and of betrayal. A sample of life, a chapter that I will now close to others, but one that I will keep to remind myself of the lessons to be learnt.
I will not do a quiz like everyone else. But here's a note to all those on my friends' list:
36 there is very little to say really as I've not really known you that much.. I'm glad that you're feeling better and that you are happy.
barakta I think that you of all people in this world know *exactly* how I am feeling right now. Out of LJ I may be, but I will get in touch with you very soon.
ben_cajun_spice it had been a great pleasure to meet you and know you.. I think we have a lot more in common than you or people think. I just wish I had your carefree attitude, it would make life so much easier..
bethanpurple Again I don't really know what to say.. It'd been nice to meet you and a pleasure to read your LJ at times. Keep smiling.
blondie_alex Well I haven't seen you on LJ in a very very long time... But I will never forget that it was *you* who gave me the LJ code to sign up. Look after yourself.
cazma Lovely person. You've got a lot going for you. Don't let depressive thoughts overwhelm you... You are also a good friend to Lee, which sets my mind at peace.
dharvised A thoroughly nice man.. Your reaction to sugar makes me quite envious. It sounds like a medicinal compound I could very much do with the help of....
ducttape_geek I got your e-mail and I'm sorry I didn't reply. You probably know why now. You are one of the *very* few people who, like my LJ, have seen things from start to finish...
ebee Well... What can I say? Nice fluffy bunny.. I'm not going to pretend that I know you very well but I do know that we are very different people so I don't really know what more to say!
evergreenjan I've never met you or spoken to you, but I do know that you're a superb person and a magnificent mother.
kimble I've always had this feeling that we feel the same way about a lot of things - the sort of feelings that can't be described but are hidden behind a silent and calm nature. I don't even know how to describe my thoughts on this but I hope that you and Natalya know what I mean :/
looking4tarazan I also haven't seen you much or know you well, but I think you are a nice girl who has a lot to give.
mortuus47 People will always refer to your faith.. I on the other hand, will tell you that it is your laidback-ness that I admire. It's one of those things that can be quite irritating, but if people think about it carefully, it is a blessing, for you.
phoenix_zephyr I don't even think we've ever spoken to each other! You are a nice lady though and I wish you all the happiness in the world.
silvernik You described me as dark and quiet with a twinkle in my eye. Well my first impression of you was that your face and your eyes show an incredibly kind personality. I've a thing for eyes, you see. Eyes never lie.
violetnights Some may say bubbly, others would perhaps say moody, but you know what? There is nothing I admire more than your openness and your honesty! I struggle to find people who are truly open about how they feel and what they think. You are of the rare kind.
vixstar A powerful lady. Always came across as the sort of person people turn to for comfort. Yet I've always wondered... Who comforts Vix?
whitepuppet When I first heard your name, people kept "awwwing" and for the life of me I didn't know why. Now I do. Like the rest of the PagSoc people, it was a pleasure to meet you and spend some time with you.
And now, I shall bid you all farewell.
- Steph
Those you love can break your heart, crush it and dance over its rubble. Those who love you never will.
This journal was created almost exactly 2 years ago for a purpose, yet that purpose now ceases to exist. A figment of my imagination that kept me going for far longer than it should have. The wake-up call has been of the rudest, most cruelest kind.
This journal will end today. A journey of love and pain, of hope and desperation, of loyalty and of betrayal. A sample of life, a chapter that I will now close to others, but one that I will keep to remind myself of the lessons to be learnt.
I will not do a quiz like everyone else. But here's a note to all those on my friends' list:
36 there is very little to say really as I've not really known you that much.. I'm glad that you're feeling better and that you are happy.
barakta I think that you of all people in this world know *exactly* how I am feeling right now. Out of LJ I may be, but I will get in touch with you very soon.
ben_cajun_spice it had been a great pleasure to meet you and know you.. I think we have a lot more in common than you or people think. I just wish I had your carefree attitude, it would make life so much easier..
bethanpurple Again I don't really know what to say.. It'd been nice to meet you and a pleasure to read your LJ at times. Keep smiling.
blondie_alex Well I haven't seen you on LJ in a very very long time... But I will never forget that it was *you* who gave me the LJ code to sign up. Look after yourself.
cazma Lovely person. You've got a lot going for you. Don't let depressive thoughts overwhelm you... You are also a good friend to Lee, which sets my mind at peace.
dharvised A thoroughly nice man.. Your reaction to sugar makes me quite envious. It sounds like a medicinal compound I could very much do with the help of....
ducttape_geek I got your e-mail and I'm sorry I didn't reply. You probably know why now. You are one of the *very* few people who, like my LJ, have seen things from start to finish...
ebee Well... What can I say? Nice fluffy bunny.. I'm not going to pretend that I know you very well but I do know that we are very different people so I don't really know what more to say!
evergreenjan I've never met you or spoken to you, but I do know that you're a superb person and a magnificent mother.
kimble I've always had this feeling that we feel the same way about a lot of things - the sort of feelings that can't be described but are hidden behind a silent and calm nature. I don't even know how to describe my thoughts on this but I hope that you and Natalya know what I mean :/
looking4tarazan I also haven't seen you much or know you well, but I think you are a nice girl who has a lot to give.
mortuus47 People will always refer to your faith.. I on the other hand, will tell you that it is your laidback-ness that I admire. It's one of those things that can be quite irritating, but if people think about it carefully, it is a blessing, for you.
phoenix_zephyr I don't even think we've ever spoken to each other! You are a nice lady though and I wish you all the happiness in the world.
silvernik You described me as dark and quiet with a twinkle in my eye. Well my first impression of you was that your face and your eyes show an incredibly kind personality. I've a thing for eyes, you see. Eyes never lie.
violetnights Some may say bubbly, others would perhaps say moody, but you know what? There is nothing I admire more than your openness and your honesty! I struggle to find people who are truly open about how they feel and what they think. You are of the rare kind.
vixstar A powerful lady. Always came across as the sort of person people turn to for comfort. Yet I've always wondered... Who comforts Vix?
whitepuppet When I first heard your name, people kept "awwwing" and for the life of me I didn't know why. Now I do. Like the rest of the PagSoc people, it was a pleasure to meet you and spend some time with you.
And now, I shall bid you all farewell.
- Steph