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i move in this friday - in three days. my life is starting and i couldn't be more nervous and unprepared. i feel like i'm going to have to be playing catch-up for a long, long time. trying to reach the levels my life is taking me to without any preparedness on my part. i'm not so much afraid of college itself as i am afraid of everything else it brings. i just don't know if i'm ready for the responsiblities that reaching this point in my life brings, but i know i have to be. and when the time comes, i know i will be. i won't let myself get behind.