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Life didn't go as I wanted it to, then again, when does it?
I suppose I can post everything here, considering no one I really know reads this.
So, a while ago I told my friend I was starting to like him; he simply replied with "..." Of course I felt discouraged. My friend was just, "It'll be okay. His loss." Then, he came around. He came over to my house Thursday (4/29) and kept on hugging me. Then he went, "can I do something?" And kissed my cheek. It was sweet. It was cute. It was what I wanted.
Everything went smoothly. We went to the movies with his friends and I enjoyed it.
All I wanted was more time with him. I mean, I hardly saw him. Was that really a lot to ask for? Then:
Him: Well basically what I'm trying to say is that with all the things going on in my life I can't have a relationship with you, or anybody right now.
Me: Then you should have fucking told me from the beginning or never have you told me did like me. Because now I feel so fucking dumb and shitty and just...
Him: it just all piled up this week.
Maybe it is my fault. Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe it was just bad timing. I wish it hadn't been like that.
I suppose I can post everything here, considering no one I really know reads this.
So, a while ago I told my friend I was starting to like him; he simply replied with "..." Of course I felt discouraged. My friend was just, "It'll be okay. His loss." Then, he came around. He came over to my house Thursday (4/29) and kept on hugging me. Then he went, "can I do something?" And kissed my cheek. It was sweet. It was cute. It was what I wanted.
Everything went smoothly. We went to the movies with his friends and I enjoyed it.
All I wanted was more time with him. I mean, I hardly saw him. Was that really a lot to ask for? Then:
Him: Well basically what I'm trying to say is that with all the things going on in my life I can't have a relationship with you, or anybody right now.
Me: Then you should have fucking told me from the beginning or never have you told me did like me. Because now I feel so fucking dumb and shitty and just...
Him: it just all piled up this week.
Maybe it is my fault. Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe it was just bad timing. I wish it hadn't been like that.