Jan 16, 2009 17:27
Today I realized that I may never make it out of this fucking town. Along with that I realize I absolutely have no interest in my major, but I'm too fucking far into it to get out now. I graduate next semester, and I'm going into a profession that doesn't even feel worth it. I honestly don't know where to go from here.
I could do my internship outside of Tally, but that would mean leaving Matt behind. I can't stand the thought of that. I'll have 6 months left on this lease anyways by the time my internship comes around, so I'm pretty much stuck anyways. After graduation though I want to get the hell out of here, but I know Matt doesn't want to leave Jack behind. I'm not sure which is a bigger sacrfice, giving up Matt or giving up getting out of Florida..Tallahassee at that. I really need to figure this whole thing out before it gets to the point that I have no way out.