*you'd always be there, well where are you now?*
♥Emily and ♥Padriac
- Plan to have 2.4 identical kids.
- Wish to hold hands periodically.
- Should invest now in crowd-controlling equipment.
i copied that one from mandy's journal. it amused me.
anyway.
i had a series of odd dreams last night. the first was something about me actually BEING the character in a new type of Harvest Moon game. (people who aren't gamers won't understand the following:) I was wandering and hitting some ALT button in my head to make hidden boxes glow green and was wandering around this fake farm world, it was bizarre.
somehow that switched to a dream where i found out that chris had crashed his car on his way to isaac's and died. i was so scared and in the dream I couldn't stop sobbing, and everytime I got it under control again I kept thinking "omg he's really gone, not on-tour-gone, or mad-at-me-gone, but dead-gone" and that whole concept just blew my mind. finally in the dream I decided to go into the past and see if i could find chris again to warn him or at least to say goodbye. so i got zapped into this all black world where i was floating around and all of my life/time was laid out in front of me in what looked like long cords of DNA. i circled around and around trying to find when I should go back and talk to him and finally I picked a time that he was playing a small talent show type thing. So, I was suddenly in the back of the concert watching him sing one of the Abulia songs and still crying because in my mind he was dead. When he was done playing I finally got him to notice me and he came over and we talked a little (which was hard because I had no idea what was happening in the world at that time, i didn't even know when it was, i think a year before his death) and finally i just leaned in and said "i know this is going to sound bizarre, but i'm from the future" and somehow he just believed me instantly, so i told him that i came back to save his life, because he was going to crash his car and die on his way into isaac's in a year. he nodded and i just disapeared again back into the current time. but before i could find out if i'd saved him, i woke up.
bizarre.
i really want to see Farenheit 9/11 today. or soon. it reminds me of how Woody and I went to the opening show of Bowling for Columbine at the Point of View two years ago (?) and made out afterwards at midnight in the parking lot of the townhouses. random times.