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i am in a mood. and not a good one either.
I have been feeling so fucking fat and ugly(and I sure as fuck not doing this to get people to say "no you are not you are perfect")
and its not a matter of me personally thinking that i am fat and ugly cause anyone who really knows me, knows that i love the way i look and I think i am perfect, thats is why i am always attracted to people that look like me. THe problem is no one else seems to think so outside of my circle of friends.
i feel so pathetic and stupid. i never thought this would be me I just took like ten chinese pellet things my mom gave me in case I got stressed, if i die by the end of tonight I love you all and y'all should know how i would like my funeral arrangements. I want a very Lousiana funeral with the umbrellas and someone playing "when the saints go marching in" on the trombone.
In other news Harry Potter was AWESOME and the confrence in Gainsville was really cool and it really opened my eyes to waht i want to do.
I have been feeling so fucking fat and ugly(and I sure as fuck not doing this to get people to say "no you are not you are perfect")
and its not a matter of me personally thinking that i am fat and ugly cause anyone who really knows me, knows that i love the way i look and I think i am perfect, thats is why i am always attracted to people that look like me. THe problem is no one else seems to think so outside of my circle of friends.
i feel so pathetic and stupid. i never thought this would be me I just took like ten chinese pellet things my mom gave me in case I got stressed, if i die by the end of tonight I love you all and y'all should know how i would like my funeral arrangements. I want a very Lousiana funeral with the umbrellas and someone playing "when the saints go marching in" on the trombone.
In other news Harry Potter was AWESOME and the confrence in Gainsville was really cool and it really opened my eyes to waht i want to do.