whoops
whoops havent updated in a while. stuff has been on my mind and i havent felt writing until i got it all straightened out. i get to see my ex gf for the first time since we broke up. dont know how thats gonna go. i miss her a bunch though. iono a part of me still wants to get bak together with her but i know its not a good idea. i need to live college to the fullest and i cant do that if im being held bak. i changed a whole bunch last semester and i didnt know it until the very end when all came out at once.
this song describes me all too well and i discovered it in college too....hmm co
I gotta go gotta go gotta go before I do something stupid I gotta go
Gotta go gotta go gotta go before I do something lame
I know it's your fault that I’m in the mess I’m in
And you think I’m cool but I don’t man
Maybe its too soon but I think it's too late
And things like bad timing just won’t wait
Maybe it's not right (I have a girlfriend) made a friend tonight (who is a girl and)
I just wanted to talk you but then I started wondering if she's the one, or not
So I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something stupid
I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something lame
I know that flirting is nothing and it should be where it ends
But I know yes I know that I want you for more than a friend
Maybe it's not right (I have a girlfriend) made a friend tonight (who is a
girl and) I just wanted to talk you but then I started wondering if she's the one
So I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something stupid but I know,
I know it's too late
i found out that im clincally depressed. my dad, half brother, john, grandpa and my uncle have it as well. wow ever since early december things have been just horrible. sometimes i just want to fucking sit in a corner and cry. i dont know why?!? i can never date a girl for more than 3 months. im just cursed like that. im just about to give up on girls and never date one again. im fucking sick and tired of it. its either a girl found another boy or her parents dont like me so they ground them so i cant see them. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! emphasis of the fuck. my brother doesnt give me ne slack either. nerf herder says it the best - "welcome to my world, non stop no girl action without you." i just feel alone a lot of the time. i know my friends are there for me but i just cant help feeling alone. my best friends always move away from me. the most recent: my friend wade who went to tech. like nobody knows how i feel and that i have to figure stuff out on my own. i just wish things would get better soon and i was fully happy again. this will prolly be my last entry. i might make an xanga, i might just stop the whole entries all together. just w/e.
this song describes me all too well and i discovered it in college too....hmm co
I gotta go gotta go gotta go before I do something stupid I gotta go
Gotta go gotta go gotta go before I do something lame
I know it's your fault that I’m in the mess I’m in
And you think I’m cool but I don’t man
Maybe its too soon but I think it's too late
And things like bad timing just won’t wait
Maybe it's not right (I have a girlfriend) made a friend tonight (who is a girl and)
I just wanted to talk you but then I started wondering if she's the one, or not
So I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something stupid
I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something lame
I know that flirting is nothing and it should be where it ends
But I know yes I know that I want you for more than a friend
Maybe it's not right (I have a girlfriend) made a friend tonight (who is a
girl and) I just wanted to talk you but then I started wondering if she's the one
So I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go before I do something stupid but I know,
I know it's too late
i found out that im clincally depressed. my dad, half brother, john, grandpa and my uncle have it as well. wow ever since early december things have been just horrible. sometimes i just want to fucking sit in a corner and cry. i dont know why?!? i can never date a girl for more than 3 months. im just cursed like that. im just about to give up on girls and never date one again. im fucking sick and tired of it. its either a girl found another boy or her parents dont like me so they ground them so i cant see them. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! emphasis of the fuck. my brother doesnt give me ne slack either. nerf herder says it the best - "welcome to my world, non stop no girl action without you." i just feel alone a lot of the time. i know my friends are there for me but i just cant help feeling alone. my best friends always move away from me. the most recent: my friend wade who went to tech. like nobody knows how i feel and that i have to figure stuff out on my own. i just wish things would get better soon and i was fully happy again. this will prolly be my last entry. i might make an xanga, i might just stop the whole entries all together. just w/e.