Ugh...
I feel like total crap & I want to die.Two sleepless nights in a row & it seems no one can help me or even wants to listen.
Charlottes routine has gone out the window, I can no longer predict when she is going to sleep or wake up or want to feed, I think babies tend to change like this every six weeks or so & it can be very trying.
Just walked in and saw her little smiling face, she was up at midnight, 4 am & 7am just trying to get her settled again now, it's 8.30am.I guess I would be sleeping better if it wasn't for the financial worries that i have. I got my final paycheck yesterday so now it's no more money until I return to work.I feel stripped of my independance, I have worked for six years full time now & not getting paid feels very wrong.
I worry about how I am going to cope until the end of my maternity leave.I worry about returning to work & I wory about leaving Charlotte, I worry about where we will be living next year.Basically, I worry alot!
My genius partners solution to my worries & sleeplessness is, 'just don't worry', gee thanks hun, if only it were that easy.
Charlottes routine has gone out the window, I can no longer predict when she is going to sleep or wake up or want to feed, I think babies tend to change like this every six weeks or so & it can be very trying.
Just walked in and saw her little smiling face, she was up at midnight, 4 am & 7am just trying to get her settled again now, it's 8.30am.I guess I would be sleeping better if it wasn't for the financial worries that i have. I got my final paycheck yesterday so now it's no more money until I return to work.I feel stripped of my independance, I have worked for six years full time now & not getting paid feels very wrong.
I worry about how I am going to cope until the end of my maternity leave.I worry about returning to work & I wory about leaving Charlotte, I worry about where we will be living next year.Basically, I worry alot!
My genius partners solution to my worries & sleeplessness is, 'just don't worry', gee thanks hun, if only it were that easy.