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i am tired: as always. I should work, as always. I have so much to do: rarer than you would think. but i am not doing a thing: (constant.) i feel like i need more sleep than i used to. and really, i don't think i'll do this paper, really. i feel excused and entitled, and not at all 21. or responsible. or responsive, or anything. but i know i own a lot of things. and i know i really should be better, all the time, about owning, and placing, and producing. and etc. and etc. and ect.