Mar 29, 2004 13:36
Updating...updating...
Hrm.
I really hate my life right now.
On the verge of just giving up completely.
Maybe then, when I want to group my life back together, I can say I had a mental break down... but it made me stronger.
And will be respected.
::rolls eyes::
Been busy with work..and school..and tearing people out of my life.
I'm tired of people who hang around..occassionally..sometimes, when they can give a flying fuck what blows me up. Whate kills me. What is hurting me.. what they're doing to drive me INSANE!
I miss Aaron...he got me inot a lot of trouble, but he told me he cared about me, even if he was lying, and I could have fun with him..I could do anything I wanted infront of him, because even if he looked down on it..I didn't care. I had no respect for him.
But reintroducing past people into current life brings nothing but shit.
Better go. Before I start contemplating homicide.