Ths and that, kiss love.
Ugh, my most embarrassing moment happened today at school. I fell asleep for an hour during my English Exam, and when I woke up EVERYONE was talking, and I couldn't think at all. The bell rang and I stayed there, trying to inish off the 20 problems I had left. Mrs.Bordelon told me to get out, Mrs.Usher told me she'd write me a pass to come ack later on. Then Mrs.Bordelon, being the hell bitch tha she is, inquired how I could not haveit finished. I told her a rough night, I tol her I had to watch mylittle brother and sister and take care of my dog along with study (this was true, up until around 10, when I went to Jason's to get my Ballet report.)
So she starts yelling at me saying "that's not a rough night! then EVERYONE must have rough nights!" Then I started yelling at her explaining how my little brother AND sister have ADD and that my dog is dying..then I started crying..and ..yeah..then Mrs.Usher took me out the room and walked me halfway to class. She told me to go see someone and I said no.
Then I went to Ballet and Jonathan asked me to make jewlery and help design the dresses he'll be using in his play. I guess doing the stupid things that I do really does pay off. He liked my revision on my necklace now chocker and he's seen some things I've made without beads. I LOVE sewing beads into clothes, agh, and it'll be good for my stage background if I ever want to do anything later.
I still want my schoolbag back...It upsets me greatly that some idiot stole it. And I really wish they would've just broken my car window instead of trying to unlock it first..permanently damaging the car. I hate people. I love the Quarter, I love being drunk surrounded by people, but I hate the way they do things. And this makes me a hypocrite..because I completely acknowledge that I do some pretty mean/dumb things to other people. Revenge, on one hand, is always deserved in my mind. I want to be paid back for wrongs I've done, and I'll sure as hell get back everyone I can that has wronged me.
Maybe...that's why I'm avoided?
Anyway, Jason invited me to Alaska..I wanted to do..mind altering substances because I imaging what it would be like..and I think of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, and I think of Jason..I just wanted to experience that with him very badly at that certain time. But he shot me down..understandably. His family will be there, kind of something you don't want to have to go through with family bing 3 feet away. But I magine we ca still drink like mad rabbits? Jason's whole family knows that we drink. I've had a shot or two infront of his dad before.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be intoxicated the entire time. Just..some..if not half of the time. I still need to get sloppy drunkwith him, and..it seems like the perfect oppurtunity.The only semi bothersome forces would be Ashton and Jen and I really like them!
Alaska..Cruise ship..::jig::
So she starts yelling at me saying "that's not a rough night! then EVERYONE must have rough nights!" Then I started yelling at her explaining how my little brother AND sister have ADD and that my dog is dying..then I started crying..and ..yeah..then Mrs.Usher took me out the room and walked me halfway to class. She told me to go see someone and I said no.
Then I went to Ballet and Jonathan asked me to make jewlery and help design the dresses he'll be using in his play. I guess doing the stupid things that I do really does pay off. He liked my revision on my necklace now chocker and he's seen some things I've made without beads. I LOVE sewing beads into clothes, agh, and it'll be good for my stage background if I ever want to do anything later.
I still want my schoolbag back...It upsets me greatly that some idiot stole it. And I really wish they would've just broken my car window instead of trying to unlock it first..permanently damaging the car. I hate people. I love the Quarter, I love being drunk surrounded by people, but I hate the way they do things. And this makes me a hypocrite..because I completely acknowledge that I do some pretty mean/dumb things to other people. Revenge, on one hand, is always deserved in my mind. I want to be paid back for wrongs I've done, and I'll sure as hell get back everyone I can that has wronged me.
Maybe...that's why I'm avoided?
Anyway, Jason invited me to Alaska..I wanted to do..mind altering substances because I imaging what it would be like..and I think of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, and I think of Jason..I just wanted to experience that with him very badly at that certain time. But he shot me down..understandably. His family will be there, kind of something you don't want to have to go through with family bing 3 feet away. But I magine we ca still drink like mad rabbits? Jason's whole family knows that we drink. I've had a shot or two infront of his dad before.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be intoxicated the entire time. Just..some..if not half of the time. I still need to get sloppy drunkwith him, and..it seems like the perfect oppurtunity.The only semi bothersome forces would be Ashton and Jen and I really like them!
Alaska..Cruise ship..::jig::