Twilight Highlight, ignore this post.
I think I want to go to New Iberia.
Things gone down, they make me crazy.
Er, everytime I start to get those thoughts in my head, I get dizzy and feel like I need to throw up.
Jason hates me, I'm going to avoid him for a while. I talked to Ali yesterday and tried to go visit her, but she told me not to come..
I'm still in the clothes that I wore yesterday...cause I'm too tired to shower, but if I go to sleep now, I won't sleep tonight.
I feel like I need things to be down somewhere but I don't know why what or how, and I can't stand people talking to me. I hate answering questions, ugh.
I need a FUCKING JOB. I'm pointless and nothing, and a job just makes everything feel a little better.
-I worked at BBC last Friday, shot girl shit. It was awful.
Some guy was being ultra sweet to me and buying shots so I'd just stay around and talk to him. He was pretty charming, he saw Cylee and..well, likes her better..he's been calling her, haha.
Another one of my points...proven.
I need to leave. When I thought we were going to Reno, I was happier, but now...I'm just here.
Things gone down, they make me crazy.
Er, everytime I start to get those thoughts in my head, I get dizzy and feel like I need to throw up.
Jason hates me, I'm going to avoid him for a while. I talked to Ali yesterday and tried to go visit her, but she told me not to come..
I'm still in the clothes that I wore yesterday...cause I'm too tired to shower, but if I go to sleep now, I won't sleep tonight.
I feel like I need things to be down somewhere but I don't know why what or how, and I can't stand people talking to me. I hate answering questions, ugh.
I need a FUCKING JOB. I'm pointless and nothing, and a job just makes everything feel a little better.
-I worked at BBC last Friday, shot girl shit. It was awful.
Some guy was being ultra sweet to me and buying shots so I'd just stay around and talk to him. He was pretty charming, he saw Cylee and..well, likes her better..he's been calling her, haha.
Another one of my points...proven.
I need to leave. When I thought we were going to Reno, I was happier, but now...I'm just here.