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so many people pay attention to "god"
that they don't realize there are values to being you.
people who read the bible and listen...who only choose to understand parts of it anger me (like my mom) she doesn't see past god.
it bothers me she makes remakrs and makes it towards me but god is always involved.
yes i understand if you "LOVE" the lord.
or believe you love him.
is he there though?
will he really cathc you when your falling for death?
can he really promise you a better life afterwards?
right now.. as well as many.
i don't know what to believe.
my name is nicole.
I am 15.
Where do "I" stand?
What should "I" believe in?
ANSWER ME!?!?!?!
No don't
because I want to know on my own.
through my obstacles I'll find ME
not him
but me
not "god"
but nicole and what ever is attached.
my name is nicole.
im 15.
and I wouldn't have it any other way.
we find our selves soo lost in whats happening around us, we choose to loose whats infront of us.
take the moon?
when was the last time you looked up at it.
or the clouds
when was the last time you just layed out on the drive way with your toes in the sun or your feet cozyed in slippers, laying on a blanket spread out or kept tight warm within one?
Don't loose it.
~nikki~
that they don't realize there are values to being you.
people who read the bible and listen...who only choose to understand parts of it anger me (like my mom) she doesn't see past god.
it bothers me she makes remakrs and makes it towards me but god is always involved.
yes i understand if you "LOVE" the lord.
or believe you love him.
is he there though?
will he really cathc you when your falling for death?
can he really promise you a better life afterwards?
right now.. as well as many.
i don't know what to believe.
my name is nicole.
I am 15.
Where do "I" stand?
What should "I" believe in?
ANSWER ME!?!?!?!
No don't
because I want to know on my own.
through my obstacles I'll find ME
not him
but me
not "god"
but nicole and what ever is attached.
my name is nicole.
im 15.
and I wouldn't have it any other way.
we find our selves soo lost in whats happening around us, we choose to loose whats infront of us.
take the moon?
when was the last time you looked up at it.
or the clouds
when was the last time you just layed out on the drive way with your toes in the sun or your feet cozyed in slippers, laying on a blanket spread out or kept tight warm within one?
Don't loose it.
~nikki~