heavy feeling

[toallmyfriends]

so...last night, I went to walmart and talked to Baldo...I asked if he could come over after he got out of work, which was midnight, or call me when he was out...he said he couldn't come over cuz he worked in the morning...but he told me to call him at 12:15. I did...and I told him I liked him and that I was thinking about him a lot lately...he giggled. Then I asked him if he was seeing anyone cuz I had heard he was. He told me he was...and that he was sorry. He told me that he was really flattered by me telling him I liked him. Then he said he didn't start seeing this person until after the night he came over. So, that means...Friday or Saturday he met someone new and started to "see" them cuz I found out the Sunday after he stayed over. I told him I felt really stupid after he told me himself he was seeing someone and he told me not to...he said it's ok. Then I told him I had to go...but he didn't want me to get off the phone. So I said, "I still want to hang out with you and get to know you more" and he completely agreed. So that was good. Sherrie told me he probably met someone at the bar and it wouldn't last very long anyways....so maybe there's a chance for me...I dunno. I'm not going to hope for it.

I was just really crushed by it all...I didn't really have a chance to tell him how I felt and he already found someone new. :'(