Thinking out loud
Ya, I should post more often >_<
I dunno, it's just that when I'm not working, studying, or playing on my computer, there's just so much that I "should" be doing that I don't do and it makes it hard to justify doing some things :( And usually if I get invited to go do something, I'll do that before I play WoW (world of warcraft)....but if I don't, then that's just the default of what I do *shrug*
I'm in sort of a predicament for this weekend. Friday night there's 3 things/parties going on....and I want to go to all of them...but realize I can't clone myself and make everybody happy to be with me....
6:00- party at Stacie Jade's house (jade = nickname). They have the party every year....hotdogs over the fire and much more food. Very fun to hang out with, went to school with her, went to homecoming sophmore year, she got me a date for junior year prom :/ .... anyway, close really nice friend (engaged to Brad who has the same B-day as me). O, also bowl with her on Saturday nights.
7:00- party at Ambers house. Works with me at Saints. Known her for about 2 years. Really fun, almost too nice. 4 kegs and jungle juice >_< . A couple other friends of mine are going there and want me to go. Will possibly have to/want tom to do the route for me so I have leway on what I want to do.
Darkish- go down to St. Louis with Heidi and friends to a haunted house thing. Play graveyard tag after that. Have fun running around goofing off. Heidie's Birthday. ...... Heidi is also going out Saturday night in Spfld after dinner to bars/clubs.
So, I'd like to go to these, but don't know what to do or how Friday will work out. I've already told Stacie that I will be there cause I thought my sister in law cancled the friday night plans and was only doing the saturday night ones cause nobody talked to me about it. So they expect me there....I said last a couple weeks ago that I'd probably go out with Stacie and Amber to catch22 the next friday (last friday) and ended up cancling cause I was tired and honestly didn't want to go out to the bars that night. They got mad at me....went to see DOOM with them on Sunday tho, so that made up for it. I won't know too many people at Amber's party, but it should be a lot of fun. Running around with Heidi et al is almost allways a lot of fun too.
Anyway, I just fear that whatever I end up doing I'm going to be there and thinking, *shrug* I could be *here* and doing this instead.....which is probably how I'll feel at Stacie's....which whatever I do, I will probably show up and make an appearance at Stacie's for at least an hour or so....no more than 2hrs.
I dunno, it's just that when I'm not working, studying, or playing on my computer, there's just so much that I "should" be doing that I don't do and it makes it hard to justify doing some things :( And usually if I get invited to go do something, I'll do that before I play WoW (world of warcraft)....but if I don't, then that's just the default of what I do *shrug*
I'm in sort of a predicament for this weekend. Friday night there's 3 things/parties going on....and I want to go to all of them...but realize I can't clone myself and make everybody happy to be with me....
6:00- party at Stacie Jade's house (jade = nickname). They have the party every year....hotdogs over the fire and much more food. Very fun to hang out with, went to school with her, went to homecoming sophmore year, she got me a date for junior year prom :/ .... anyway, close really nice friend (engaged to Brad who has the same B-day as me). O, also bowl with her on Saturday nights.
7:00- party at Ambers house. Works with me at Saints. Known her for about 2 years. Really fun, almost too nice. 4 kegs and jungle juice >_< . A couple other friends of mine are going there and want me to go. Will possibly have to/want tom to do the route for me so I have leway on what I want to do.
Darkish- go down to St. Louis with Heidi and friends to a haunted house thing. Play graveyard tag after that. Have fun running around goofing off. Heidie's Birthday. ...... Heidi is also going out Saturday night in Spfld after dinner to bars/clubs.
So, I'd like to go to these, but don't know what to do or how Friday will work out. I've already told Stacie that I will be there cause I thought my sister in law cancled the friday night plans and was only doing the saturday night ones cause nobody talked to me about it. So they expect me there....I said last a couple weeks ago that I'd probably go out with Stacie and Amber to catch22 the next friday (last friday) and ended up cancling cause I was tired and honestly didn't want to go out to the bars that night. They got mad at me....went to see DOOM with them on Sunday tho, so that made up for it. I won't know too many people at Amber's party, but it should be a lot of fun. Running around with Heidi et al is almost allways a lot of fun too.
Anyway, I just fear that whatever I end up doing I'm going to be there and thinking, *shrug* I could be *here* and doing this instead.....which is probably how I'll feel at Stacie's....which whatever I do, I will probably show up and make an appearance at Stacie's for at least an hour or so....no more than 2hrs.