Oct 10, 2003 09:13
I woke up 15 minutes later and I was in a great mood. I burned my filter, it tasted nasty as hell. I dont know what im going to do about MSI, i might go, if i have a ride. I turned my phone off and a minute later he left a messege. My mom calls it a "telepathic" energy of some sort, i knew he was gonna call. I started reading an interesting book called "you cant come home again" but it is 600 pages and im on 107 and too lazy to finish. I am thinking of coloring my hair all blonde over the weekend, I will do it at his house and then come home and shoke my mom. She said I will look like a barbie with blonde hair. I need to stop picking my finger nails, they are getting soo short and nasty. I am craving for some skyy blue right now. heh, That was a fun day. Today is the full moon, I walked out to my balcony and the moon was soo bright, like a flashlight. Gabe is supposed to move to Maine on Sunday, best of luck to him. I wanna move to Tokyo for a while but its like a 24 hour plane ride. I have not ridden on my skateboard for like 2 weeks now. I think i will today. I have never heard him sound so sad. I dont know why he chose to call.
I guess I need to treat him like shit for him to love me, but i wont. I think for a second 3 weeks ago, he saw into me. Today I will look ahead.