i see ☆s tonight!

[toadeatcat]

urghh why is this getting to me so so much
damn. im always screwing things up arent i
even when they're at the worst
i could just make it burst. lol rhymes :/
and why cant i be abit abit just abit smarter
to think with my little brain before i act
or to think before i speak or type
or at least think through what i thought before i type
or maybe just type abit slower for my brain to process
k maybe i just cant.
im just dum like dumdum.
yayness. what a dumbass.
sheesh.

oh my im ranting like a girl
gosh someone should slap mee
someone who hits like an ant
lol. that wouldnt help much either
maybe keeling my brain would do
so so much going on in there
content that could publish a year's worth of magazine
hah right. think teddy think.
or maybe stop thinking. :/

mehh dun ask me if im alright.
dun bother asking what happened either
haha coz i wont tell. :)
ngehngehnibubu.
if u know u know, if u dun u dun.
and fyi. i am NOT emo! i swear!
u have no idea what emo feels like.
lol. i am so tired :(
but i cant sleep D;
i need a walk badly
anywhere anyhow
i guess it'd be different
but anyway
goodnight ☆