Lets see...
Jacqui has inspired me to make an update in this thing.
Lets see... life as of latley has been crazy. Time is flying by and the days all blur together. I keep myself really busy.. either working or going out.. and spending time with mah friendss.
Summer oh seven has begun.. and it's been so fun already! I feel so free to do whatever the hell I want... the world is mine for the taking! I'm single and carefree and I want it stay that way. This past spring, my grandmom passed away (the one that moved in with my family in september) and things just got really hard for me. I didn't do well in school and my parents have decided to stop paying my tuition. So, I got a full time job as a nanny lined up in the fall.. I'm planning on saving up as much as I can so my student loans won't be as bad. I'm probably not even going to go to school in the fall... I'm going to wait til the spring. I know so many people are going to judge me for that.. and tell me I'm never going back. But I know myself... and I do believe school is very important and is something that I am definitley going to have in my future. I'm changing my major to pediatric nursing.. and maybe if I can get my grades up I can get some scholarship money.
Onto other things... my family aka my mom has been stressing me out latley. Today we had such a huge blow up I found myself screaming and running out the door into the rain... with a bag of my belongings..... getting in my car and driving to the Pennyslvania border. I was just so angry.. but it was a different feeling.. like one I've never had before. I just don't even know where to begin with this whole thing because it's so much to even think about right now. My parents need to learn how to treat me like an adult... and living at home under their roof isn't helping the whole situation. Alot of my friends don't understand, because they experienced getting to move out and live on their own. Latley, I've just realized that I have really truly missed out on that entire experience... and it's so hard for me to deal with. I need to make some sort of a change because things are just falling apart. It's really complicated and hard to understand... so I'm just going to move on.
I still work at American Eagle in columbia mall... things are different.. not to mention the fact that the store is being remodeled so we had to relocate to a tiny spot upstairs. I don't think I'm going to get used to it during the next TWO MONTHS. Anyway.. I'm excited because in a couple weeks I will be heading to Ocean City with some of the girls I work with for a girls weekend.. and it sounds fabbbulous! ♥
I quit Starbucks... honestly I miss the people.. I don't miss the labor involved. That shit was hard... seriously.. and they changed managment right when I left and apparently everything has gone to all hell. Hmmmm oh well. Alsooooo... I've been wanting to get my nose pierced! and Starbucks doesn't allow it... so Monday night I went with Dana to get it done! It hurt like a motherfuckerrrr but it was worth it because it's so so so cute and it makes me so happy! I just have to clean it alot because I don't want it to get infected.
Hmmm what else.. I'm excited for this weekend because I'm going to OC with my best friends Dana and Alleen.. and we're going to party all night and beach it all day. I plan on meeting plenty of hot hot sexxxxyy boys. And working on my tannn : P
Until next time ♥
Mindy
Lets see... life as of latley has been crazy. Time is flying by and the days all blur together. I keep myself really busy.. either working or going out.. and spending time with mah friendss.
Summer oh seven has begun.. and it's been so fun already! I feel so free to do whatever the hell I want... the world is mine for the taking! I'm single and carefree and I want it stay that way. This past spring, my grandmom passed away (the one that moved in with my family in september) and things just got really hard for me. I didn't do well in school and my parents have decided to stop paying my tuition. So, I got a full time job as a nanny lined up in the fall.. I'm planning on saving up as much as I can so my student loans won't be as bad. I'm probably not even going to go to school in the fall... I'm going to wait til the spring. I know so many people are going to judge me for that.. and tell me I'm never going back. But I know myself... and I do believe school is very important and is something that I am definitley going to have in my future. I'm changing my major to pediatric nursing.. and maybe if I can get my grades up I can get some scholarship money.
Onto other things... my family aka my mom has been stressing me out latley. Today we had such a huge blow up I found myself screaming and running out the door into the rain... with a bag of my belongings..... getting in my car and driving to the Pennyslvania border. I was just so angry.. but it was a different feeling.. like one I've never had before. I just don't even know where to begin with this whole thing because it's so much to even think about right now. My parents need to learn how to treat me like an adult... and living at home under their roof isn't helping the whole situation. Alot of my friends don't understand, because they experienced getting to move out and live on their own. Latley, I've just realized that I have really truly missed out on that entire experience... and it's so hard for me to deal with. I need to make some sort of a change because things are just falling apart. It's really complicated and hard to understand... so I'm just going to move on.
I still work at American Eagle in columbia mall... things are different.. not to mention the fact that the store is being remodeled so we had to relocate to a tiny spot upstairs. I don't think I'm going to get used to it during the next TWO MONTHS. Anyway.. I'm excited because in a couple weeks I will be heading to Ocean City with some of the girls I work with for a girls weekend.. and it sounds fabbbulous! ♥
I quit Starbucks... honestly I miss the people.. I don't miss the labor involved. That shit was hard... seriously.. and they changed managment right when I left and apparently everything has gone to all hell. Hmmmm oh well. Alsooooo... I've been wanting to get my nose pierced! and Starbucks doesn't allow it... so Monday night I went with Dana to get it done! It hurt like a motherfuckerrrr but it was worth it because it's so so so cute and it makes me so happy! I just have to clean it alot because I don't want it to get infected.
Hmmm what else.. I'm excited for this weekend because I'm going to OC with my best friends Dana and Alleen.. and we're going to party all night and beach it all day. I plan on meeting plenty of hot hot sexxxxyy boys. And working on my tannn : P
Until next time ♥
Mindy