Dec 18, 2005 13:02
Random stuff
-Friday night rocked. I was so nervous I didn't eat all day. And then I still couldn't eat at the thing, but it was still way cool.
-I get mega points for going to the bank alone, going to big scary bookstore alone, and then going to the big scary party. I'll be saving the world any day now.
-Working and getting so worked up about that party and whatnot has taken its toll. I have maybe two hours worth of energy to spend during the day, and the rest of the tme I am couchbound. To a perfectionist with a huge list of things to do, it fucking sucks.
-I intend to use my valuable energy today to make Giada's vegetarian tomato sauce. And you better believe it'll rock.
-Do you think I should tell my older cousins I'm gay on Christmas? They won't be able to hate me for long after they taste my miraculous pasta sauce of bliss. (Not left-over... today's just my practice run.)
I'm going to put clothing on now.
scared,
shy,
coming out