Mar 28, 2008 14:30
Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. You're a freaking asshole. You've hurt me so much, and yet I still cant get over you. Im crazy about you. And Im falling for you super fast. Its crazy. Its almost stupid how happy you make me. Im really glad that we finally worked things out. Maybe this time we will get things right. <3
2. I know you care about me and you're just looking out for me and dont want me to get hurt AGAIN, but shut up. Please. Its just something I need to do. If I dont it'll drive me nuts forever.
3. Umm, what the fuck. Stop being a whinny fucking bitch. Your life isn't nearly as fucking bad as you think it is and as you make it out to be. Im usually pretty good at letting things go and not making a big deal about them but you're always so fucking negative and its starting to piss me off. There is absolutly no reason for you to always be so fucking negative all the fucking time. And if there is then do something about it. Shut the fuck up be happy for what you have and put a fucking smile on your god damn face.
4. I freaking love you. Alot. You're my missing puzzle piece and I dont know what I would do without you. I owe most of my life to you.
5. You and I are at two completely different ends of the spectrum in our lives. Its so wierd even talking to you now. I feel like you are like my mom almost and I feel like im disappointing you when talk to you. Its an uncomfortable feeling and I dont like it so much. You are to focused on alot of things, but thats you and thats what you want. I want to tell you to loosen up and enjoy the rest of your childhood before it slips through your hands, but I know you wont listen. I love you, I always have but I feel like we are drifting away from each other and oddly, im not that upset about it.
6. I miss you. But in a way we have drifted also. And again, im not that upset about it. We both have changed. And sadly, I know that no matter how much I try to make an attempt at hanging out or doing anything with you I know you arent going to make the same attempt in return.
7. I am so glad we are friends. I love you. More then you know. You are the first group of people that I can honestly say accept me for me and are my friends because you want to be, not because you want something from me. You arent just my friends, you arent just my family, you are so much more then that. I love you. I will alwyas be here for you, no matter what.
8. I love you too. I am really glad we got really close. But I also know that now that I helped fix things between you two that closeness will disappear and we wont be as good as friends again. It makes me sad. You say its not true, but its already happening.
I have no need for the other two. I have said what I needed to say. Most of these are about more then one person, and more then one situation.
I love you. You're beautiful.