Nov 13, 2004 22:23
is this too much to ask?
lately, i find myself asking that question far too many times.
insecurity overwhelms me and leaves me with regret and sorrow. i know but i have to hear it being said to me constantly. i find secureness and complete happiness in only one person. as doubt sifts it's way through the paths of my complex mind, only one person helps me to drain them away. i'm horrible at expressing my thoughts in words...but i feel they come out so much clearer through my actions...so pay attention. to everything. beacause i might be telling you something important. immaturity is becoming more apparent through my eyes. almost as if it were highlighted. im noticing things that i usually would overlook. i'm paying attention even though it may not seem like i am. with all of my mistakes, flaws, and impurities, only one person sees past them and appreciates what they see. it's things like that, that make me love him more and more each day. there's no one in this world id rather be with.