liiife is lame as heck

[to_kiss_softly]

i looove this soong soooo much

im chillen at my moms boyfriends moms house and im soo bored that all i can do is go online so imm gona complain in this even tho no one is reading it

so i think i am going crazy like one minute ill be wicked happy and i wont care what any one thinks of me .. i have no real freinds except for lauren .. but it doesnt bother me at all ..

and then the next second im so sad i dont even want to get up.. it doesnt even seem worth it to smmile.. because no one likes me and im weird and ugly and annoying ... it just makes me feel so worthless and unloved when like people give me dirty looks or act like they cant even see me .. its so lame that just because i cant afford brand name clothes and because im not fake .. it really brings me down

i wish we could all be friends.. and that cliques and talking behind peoples backs didnt happen.. and if people didnt care about looks or status it would all be so much better that way

w.e im out

amelia