Jan 17, 2009 13:12
One week down, 16 to go. I'm already spending 4-6 hours a night doing homework. Have I ever mentioned that I freaking hate school? I have to come up with topics for two major research projects, and I still have to submit my field experience paper... joy. That's 75 pages of writing minimum right there. I also have ten other various papers to write, eight exams, two 30+ minute presentations, and thousands of pages of reading... no I'm not being dramatic. Hopefully I can at least stay interested in this stuff. Right now I'm reading the history of birth control politics in America. This relates to me, so it's interesting. Maybe I'll get lucky?
Matt decided he just couldn't stay away and came in for the night on Thursday. I can say I love him, but that doesn't even come close to describing the feeling I get in the pit of my stomach every time I see his face... every time he kisses me. I hope this feeling never goes away. I haven't done anything in this life to deserve someone as wonderful as him, but perhaps I'm being rewarded for a past life. I just hope he can stay as happy with me as I am with him.
I'm at my parent's house doing homework while listening to old Westerns in the background. My dad is nearly 74 years old and he especially enjoys watching all these old movies. I enjoy them too, although it's hard to concentrate on birth control politics when there's a fist fight or a war going on haha
We're ordering bridesmaids dresses next weekend- one more thing to check off the never ending list of wedding stressors. I should be looking forward to this, but I'm still having a hard time getting excited. No, that's a lie, I am excited. I'm happy to be getting married, that's for certain. Well, back to work for now.