high school's over...almost
i finished all my ap tests...not passed...just finnished but oh well, its not like they really matter anyway. There are things so much more important than school and tests and classes and grades and getting into college and thats pretty much the first time since i was 5 that i actually realized that. I find that a bit strange until september i have nothing to work for at all. Whats there to care about or stress out about? After graduation it'll be like ill have no purpose cause ive pretty much felt like the only reason for my existence was to go through school.
...and i really love how i MENTIONED i MIGHT go to prom and my mom not one hour later found me a dress online. why does she have to get so excited. i doubt ill actually go, even if i intend to...im cursed (im being serious)
when i was babysitting and the dog made a mess of the house the little girl, sarah, who's 5 told me "i know what to do, just close your eyes and it'll go away" if only things were that easy
ill be 18 in a month and 6 days..wait 5 days as of 30 min ago!!!!!! (i dont even know what im so excited about...last year i realized my b-day doesnt mean anything anyway. It'll only mean the horrible embarrassment of my graduation party that wasnt is over) God, i need to cheer up!
...and i really love how i MENTIONED i MIGHT go to prom and my mom not one hour later found me a dress online. why does she have to get so excited. i doubt ill actually go, even if i intend to...im cursed (im being serious)
when i was babysitting and the dog made a mess of the house the little girl, sarah, who's 5 told me "i know what to do, just close your eyes and it'll go away" if only things were that easy
ill be 18 in a month and 6 days..wait 5 days as of 30 min ago!!!!!! (i dont even know what im so excited about...last year i realized my b-day doesnt mean anything anyway. It'll only mean the horrible embarrassment of my graduation party that wasnt is over) God, i need to cheer up!