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when you love someone but it goes to waste... what could be worse?
stupid song. i was forced to listen to it last night. i guess i could have gotten up and left, but it was dark outside and i didn't want to walk to my car by myself. so i suffered through it. stupid song. stupid song.
i'm going to begin revamping my life on the 30th of this month. i severely need a change.
i'm excited about the Molly's friday night, finally - i hope they play my song.
i had a good (unncessesary) closure talk with Be last night. Now i just need a find an exit for Br. How do i get myself into these messes? oh wait i know! because i make irresponsible decisions and then get sucked into their consequences and i'm too afraid to hurt someones feelings and get out of them, so i get sucked further and further into them until when i finally have to tear my way out of them - everybody gets hurt and i'm a bad guy.
how about i just stop making decisions all together and rely on my magic 8 ball? that definitely has its possibilities.
i have to stop saying "I mean.... " i say it so much, i am annoying myself. where did i even pick that up? I blame the cuban. oh, by the way - i'm afraid of relationships. what is the point of them if you're just going to break up eventually? ok, so i know that's a bad way to look at it, but my magic 8 ball says its ok for now.
i'm going to c. ray's election party on the 20th. isn't that weird? my life is weird. but everyone's life is weird.
some friends think its funny that I want law school, because they think i should major in "housewife" instead. they decided that I will do all of my kid's school projects for them, and they will all be 5'2, go to Princeton(???). When they begin their first project in college they will not know how to "cut" or "open". "What is cut? I've never done that? (picking up cell phone) MOOOOMMMM come to college and help me with my project!!!!"
being an education major means that you have to rely on someone else for income if you want to live comfortably. i'm too afraid that i won't have anyone to rely on. so - law school it is. and i'm kicking the princeton review's ass right now. *enormous huge giant grin*
stupid song. i was forced to listen to it last night. i guess i could have gotten up and left, but it was dark outside and i didn't want to walk to my car by myself. so i suffered through it. stupid song. stupid song.
i'm going to begin revamping my life on the 30th of this month. i severely need a change.
i'm excited about the Molly's friday night, finally - i hope they play my song.
i had a good (unncessesary) closure talk with Be last night. Now i just need a find an exit for Br. How do i get myself into these messes? oh wait i know! because i make irresponsible decisions and then get sucked into their consequences and i'm too afraid to hurt someones feelings and get out of them, so i get sucked further and further into them until when i finally have to tear my way out of them - everybody gets hurt and i'm a bad guy.
how about i just stop making decisions all together and rely on my magic 8 ball? that definitely has its possibilities.
i have to stop saying "I mean.... " i say it so much, i am annoying myself. where did i even pick that up? I blame the cuban. oh, by the way - i'm afraid of relationships. what is the point of them if you're just going to break up eventually? ok, so i know that's a bad way to look at it, but my magic 8 ball says its ok for now.
i'm going to c. ray's election party on the 20th. isn't that weird? my life is weird. but everyone's life is weird.
some friends think its funny that I want law school, because they think i should major in "housewife" instead. they decided that I will do all of my kid's school projects for them, and they will all be 5'2, go to Princeton(???). When they begin their first project in college they will not know how to "cut" or "open". "What is cut? I've never done that? (picking up cell phone) MOOOOMMMM come to college and help me with my project!!!!"
being an education major means that you have to rely on someone else for income if you want to live comfortably. i'm too afraid that i won't have anyone to rely on. so - law school it is. and i'm kicking the princeton review's ass right now. *enormous huge giant grin*