whiny bitchy me.... caution this post is boring you may not want to read it
I had another mass removed, this one from my arm... on top of that i got pink eye... from where? who knows.....
i want to go to sleep, but i am only sleepy when i dont wanna be... and awake when i need to sleep... my life is so out of whack... and the only solution i can find to give myself is.. roll with the punches maybe you'll think of something tomorrow..... but i think tomorrow will be the same.... on top of that i feel the people in my life who should notice i am unhappy have failed to, or perhaps not failed to, but either ignored or misplaced their thoughts of where my unhappiness stems from... they try to fix things that do not need fixing, and ignore or even sometimes put more stress on things that i am not happy with.... i suppose this cannot be avoided... i am sometimes vague but at the same time i know for a fact that sometimes they dont listen or hear only what they want to........ i sit here writting this crap glad that i write this for myself and my own record... cuz if i were other people i wouldnt read this boring crap... people write these long boring things all the time.. i just skip em usually..... if you made it this far congrads... you are probably ready to shoot yourself... i know i am.... stupid, complicated, same ol' same ol', work, sleep, do nothing but cause trouble life... sometimes i hate you, and yet somehow i am thankful for you every day... and count my blessings... other people have it worse i guess and would give an arm and a leg to trade.... i am just a whiny little bitch i guess.... please forgive me...
i want to go to sleep, but i am only sleepy when i dont wanna be... and awake when i need to sleep... my life is so out of whack... and the only solution i can find to give myself is.. roll with the punches maybe you'll think of something tomorrow..... but i think tomorrow will be the same.... on top of that i feel the people in my life who should notice i am unhappy have failed to, or perhaps not failed to, but either ignored or misplaced their thoughts of where my unhappiness stems from... they try to fix things that do not need fixing, and ignore or even sometimes put more stress on things that i am not happy with.... i suppose this cannot be avoided... i am sometimes vague but at the same time i know for a fact that sometimes they dont listen or hear only what they want to........ i sit here writting this crap glad that i write this for myself and my own record... cuz if i were other people i wouldnt read this boring crap... people write these long boring things all the time.. i just skip em usually..... if you made it this far congrads... you are probably ready to shoot yourself... i know i am.... stupid, complicated, same ol' same ol', work, sleep, do nothing but cause trouble life... sometimes i hate you, and yet somehow i am thankful for you every day... and count my blessings... other people have it worse i guess and would give an arm and a leg to trade.... i am just a whiny little bitch i guess.... please forgive me...