Honey You Are A Rock Upon Which I Stand
I really like my job.
But at the same time, I really just dont want it.
Its not worth 75 more cents.
It's like i'm fucking 25 or something.
I have to go to a mandatory saftey meeting.
How fucking retarded is that?
I'm 16 fucking years old man.
I dont need to waiste two hours on it.
And my options are tomorrow at 630
Or saturday at 12...
Why is this necisarry.
I'm 16 I work two nights a week.
I'm sorry but Raymour isent my life man.
And yes I do realize I am making waaaayy to big a deal about a two hour meeting.
I'm just pretty pissed that its mandatory.
Dont you go to meetings when you're in like a full time job doing something important?
Please somebody who reads this, let me know which one I should go to.
I cant decide.
Kylie will probably tell me she knows how much this job sucks for me sometimes.
My indecision is coming from my regents on tuesday and weds I dont know if I want to go home and just chill so I'll be good for my 2 regents weds.
Or if I should waiste my saturday from 12-2
Which isent really waisting...
Maybe I'll just do that...
It's not like I'm missing much.
I can be out all night.
It really all depends on what I'm doing.
Me and Ky briefly discussed seeing eachother.
So I have no idea.
I have to get ready for work.
And I dont mind.
It should be dead.
I'll probably be home early.
My test is in the afternoon Tomorrow.
I'm pumped.
I can stay up tonight and talk to kylie and play video games when I get home.
I have been so happy for the last few days.
I think I just understand.
Everything.
I saw cole.
I have everything a boy could want.
I'm blessed with a good mother.
Who supports my hobbies even though there expensive.
I'm sitting here listening to a mix cd I made for kylie when she went away camping over the summer.
Its the rocket summer song.
It always chokes me up.
Hah :].
I am so so determined.
I am in such a happy mood.
She's out right now.
And im sitting here.
Thinking about everything happy.
I'm not jealous of anyone.
Because I've been thinking.
And my conclusion is,
I'm a damn good kid.
And I am so so so so in love.