Aug 07, 2005 06:14
Yeah, I've come to the conclusion that I can fall asleep anywhere BUT my house. I dont know why, it just seems to work out that way. I mean, I can fall asleep sitting up in a chair, On the freezing tiles of a floor, On a floor riddled in the constant pitter patter of kitty feet, and many other places that really shouldnt be comfortable at all, but it seems MY BED just aint good enough for my subconcious. Hmmm...
Oh yeah, my phone shit-out on me again, and what a friggin' suprise. It continuously goes into "Anolog Roaming" mode without any warning. At which time I cannot make or recieve calls. Therefore I am not getting another one till I can buy a better model. Because changing your phone 9 times in like less than 4 months is kinda um... REALLY FUCKIN' IRRITATING.
Have I mentioned I've been goin a little crazy lately?...
Not really "crazy", but it's just the little things. I dont know if it's the FUCKED-UP sleeping pattern I have but, I just cant focus on anything. I'm restless all the time, and I'm constantly freakin myself out over stupid shit. I really should go see a doctor soon anyway. Check on the kidneys...
Yeah, I've been awake for not much time, but it feels like week 3 lately. The insomnia hasnt been this bad in awhile. Well, it's not really THAT bad right now. I still get my random pass-out naps. But they're a lot fewer than usual, and there's the whole fact that I'm workin a lot lately. I been drawing a lot, and I've got a bunch of shit done for the people who've made requests. ASAP, I'll have Georgey-boy come over and hopefully help me install this fuckin scanner, which seems to want to shit on every picture it scans. Piece of crap...
OH YEAH, on a more serious note. To all of my friends everywhere, I'M NOT THE FUCKIN WEED MAN, OK?! I DONT SERVE ANYMORE, THAT WAS A LOOOOOOOOONG FUCKIN TIME AGO. YES I SOMKE WITH MY FRIENDS, BUT NOT ALL THE DAMN TIME! I DONT HAVE THE TIME OR THE PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER PERSON WHO THINKS I'M JUST A FUCKIN POTHEAD!
Geez, get off my dick please. You may have forgottwn, but you have your own life to make assumptions about.
And it also seems I've come to the same blockade as many times before. My reputation seems to catch up no matter what I do, no matter how much I change. I've done soo much to clearly show people who I am, and with the slightest slip-up, all the crap falls right into place once more. I'm sorry, you guys have no idea what I'm talking about =P
You know what? Fuck it, let's not dwell. I love all you guys anyways, so who am I kidding...
Zato's here right now, asleep right under my monitor. I needed this cat. Someone impartial to all the bureaucracy. It really helps.
I sorta feel better now already...
G'Morning everyone. I think I'll go do some training...
G-Savior: It's possible this may be a return to lj? Hmmm
"Oh great, another sunrise."