It didn't fit, so this one's for you Anna
<*b><*u> ME Samuel Alan Jocelyn
<*b>[What does your first name mean?] "Seen by God"
<*b>[How old are you?] 19
<*b>[How old are you mentally (as in, are you mature)?] I am to the point in my life where I make my own view on "maturity", because it seems that in these times, being mature means accepting the mediocraty of your life, and becoming pesimistic... Not my thing =)
<*b>[Describe yourself in five words?] Wait... Name five words that describe me? Or? W/e, "I am who I am." There you go.
<*b>[What are your worst qualities?] I think it's my urge to please everyone, and I go to stpuiod lengths that end up getting me in trouble.
<*b>[What are your best qualities?] I wouldn't know, I think it's my ability to chill with pretty much anyone.
<*b>[How long does it take you get ready in the morning?] Matters where I'm goin, but if I'm gonna be gone all day once I leave, it'll take about 45 mins.
<*b> <*u>SLEEP Barely...
<*b>[Do you dream at night?] YES!
<*b>[Do you remember your dreams?] Only the best ones... I think.
<*b>[Describe one?] This one's kinda wierd. In this dream, I get out of bed, and step out of my bedroom, only to enter a spiralling stairwell going straight down, and after about 4 hours of stairwell, I end up back at my room, only to open the door and see myself wake up again. I know...
<*b>[What time do you go to bed usually?] Never... or afte about 5 days...
<*b>[What time do you wake up normally?] When my body has got it's minimum requirment of sleep.
<*b>[What time do you wake on weekends?] When the substances wear off =)
<*b>[Is waking late nice or annoying?] The worst
<*b>[Do you sleep with one pillow or two?] 5
<*b> <*u>FRIENDS The few, the proud, the close friends.
<*b>[Do you have heaps of friends?] I guess
<*b>[Do you have a best friend?] Yes
<*b>[Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?] About equal...
<*b>[Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?] Fuck yeah!
<*b>[Have you ever lied to a friend?] Sadly yes...
<*b>[Have you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?] Aww Come on! I wouldnt call it that! They had already broken up...
<*b><*u> FAMILY Feel the Love.
<*b>[Do you like your parents?] Not usually.
<*b>[Ever run away from home?] For real? No.
<*b>[Ever thought about it?] For real? No.
<*b>[Do you have any siblings?] Yeah
<*b>[If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?] Both naturally, But lately we've all been pretty cool.
<*b>[How old are they?] Ok : 20,30,32,36,41... I think
<*b>[Do you feel your parents spoil you?] FUCK NO!!
<*b>[Do you not get along with any of your family?] Not anymore...
<*b>[Do you have big family get-togethers ever?] Mostly every holiday.
<*b><*u> RELATIONSHIPS Uh oh...
<*b>[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] No
<*b>[If so, are you in love with them?]
<*b>[Do they love you?]
<*b>[How long have you been together?]
<*b>[Most romantic thing they've ever done for you?]
<*b>[Do you have a crush?] Many
<*b>[Do you love them?] Dunno yet, dont know many of them too well.
<*b>[Do they know you like them?] A select few.
<*b>[Is it serious or playful?] Both, I always like it that way.
<*b>[How long have you liked them?] Earliest was 5th grade.
<*b>[Ever done something stupid to impress them?] No
<*b>[Have you ever experienced unrequited love?] Yes
<*b>[Do you find it romantic or hurtful?] Hurtful, it shouldn't be romantic on either side...
<*b>[Even know what it is?] Yes
<*b><*u> SEX Please
<*b>[Ever had sex?] Yes
<*b>[Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage?] If they dont know love before then,and that's what they're waiting for, no.
<*b>[Believe in casual sex?] Yes
<*b>[When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity?] 1999, Summer before 8th grade.
<*b>[Did you regret it?] Hell no!
<*b> <*u>MORALS Many
<*b>[Have you ever been drunk?] Yes
<*b>[Taken drugs?] Few
<*b>[Stolen?] Yeah
<*b>[Shoplifted?] Yeah
<*b>[Tried to commit suicide?] Hell no
<*b>[Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?] Not Majorly
<*b>[Gotten into a fight?] Yeah, a few too many.
<*b>[Are you more innocent or guilty?] It matters what perspective you come from. Most likely guilty?
<*b>[Would you date a drug addict?] If I love them... I dont know =(
<*b>[Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?] Yeah...
<*b>[Are you racist?] Dont think so
<*b>[Are you discriminatory to anyone?] Sadly yes. Fake people kill me...
<*b>[Have you been a hypocrite in the past?] Hell yes! We all have been!
<*b>[Do you have an open or closed mind to other people's beliefs and feelings?] Very open, sometimes it gets me into trouble.
<*b> <*u>MEDIA Bah...
<*b>[Do you watch tons of TV?] No
<*b>[How many times have you been to the movies in the last months?] About 60 =), I get in free, and I love movies!
<*b>[Do you listen to the radio often?] No
<*b>[Do you read the newspaper?] No
<*b>[Do you read magazines?] Rarely
<*b>[Are you a couch potato?] Fuck no
<*b>[Do you use the Internet too much?] Used to
<*b><*u> MUSIC Nice
<*b>[What's your favorite style of music?] Cant choose.
<*b>[Do you play an instrument?] Harmonica, Piano, and Sax
<*b>[Do you sing?] Used to, DAMN PUBERTY!
<*b>[What’s your favorite band?] Cant choose
<*b>[Why?] Cuz I love about 12 of em equally.
<*b>[Have you met them before?] Nope
<*b>[What CDs have you bought in that last year?] Mostly some common, de la soul, and Mos def. That's about it...
<*b>[Why did you buy them?] Just to own, and have to ride to school to.
<*b> <*u>PERSONALITY I have one... seriously.
<*b>[Are you funny or serious?] Funny!
<*b>[Creative or not?] Creative!
<*b>[Are you outgoing or shy?] Outgoing!
<*b>[Are you lazy or active?] Active
<*b>[Have you ever been hyperactive?] Most of the time.
<*b>[Are you a naturally hyperactive person?] Sometimes.
<*b> <*u>LOOKS At what?
<*b>[Are you happy with the way you look?] Yes
<*b>[What would you change?] Maybe some abs, but those are soon to come anyways =)
<*b>[Do you wear makeup regularly?] No
<*b>[Do you have a large wardrobe?] No
<*b><*u> MONEY Root of all evil.
<*b>[Do you have a job?] No
<*b>[Do you like it?] Yeah
<*b>[Are you a saver or a spender?] Neither
<*b>[Have you ever been fired?] No
<*b>[In trouble at work?] Have been
<*b>[Made a major mistake?] Not really
<*b>[Ever had money stolen from you?] Fuck yeah!
<*b>[Are you always broke?] No
<*b> <*u>EMBARRASSING MOMENTS Uh oh...
<*b>[Your all time most embarrassing moment?]
Getting my ass beat at a tourny by the 3 time Muai Thai champ.
<*b>[Ever squirrted drink out your nose?] Yeah =/
<*b>[Ever giggled like an idiot?] LOL, hope not.
<*b>[Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?] All the time.
<*b>[Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?] All the time.
<*b>[Ever said something really stupid?] ...Duh
<*b>[Ever snorted while laughing?] Yeah, very few times though...
<*b>[Ever fallen off a bed?] Hell Yeah
<*b>[Ever sleepwalked?] Nope, that I know of...
<*b>[Ever sleep talked?] LOL, all the time.
<*b>[What did you think of this survey?] Aiiight
<*b><*u>FIRSTS Nice
<*b>[First best friend?] Courtney Harris
<*b>[First real memory of something?] Drawing on the wall near my bed.
<*b>[First car?] 2001 Mecury Sable... Sniff, I miss that car.
<*b>[First date?] Hmmm, I think it was 6th grade... Dont really remember. My family cared more than I did.
<*b>[First real kiss?] 7 years old with my neighbor Denise
<*b>[First job?] Sigh, Burger King
<*b>[First screen name?] gokuson215
<*b>[First self purchased album? Hmmm, I think it was BlackStar Power by Mos Def
<*b>[First funeral?] My aunt's in like 96. Atleast that's the one I remember
<*b>[First pets?] My First Dog Patchie, had hime from age 2 to age 11. Then some assholes stole him.
<*b>[First piercing/tattoo?] None yet, but really wanna.
<*b>[First true love?] Alisa Nuniez
<*b>[First enemy?] Watley Harrison
<*b>[First big trip by yourself?] NYC age 13
<*b>[First play/musical/performance?] Dont remember the name, but it was good!
<*b>[First musician you remember hearing in your house?] Billy Holiday
<*b> <*u>LASTS ????
<*b>[Last big car ride?] Hmmm, I guess the road trip to and from Talli
<*b>[Last kiss?] This morning
<*b>[Last good cry?] About 3 days ago, my aunt died.
<*b>[Last library book checked?] Pssh, most of the ones in my room.
<*b>[Last movie seen?] The Man in the Iron Mask
<*b>[Last beverage drank?] Orangeade
<*b>[Last food consumed?] Pound cake
<*b>[Last phone call?] My dawg Sean
<*b>[Last TV show watched?] Naruto
<*b>[Last time showered?] Last night
<*b>[Last shoes worn?] I dont know, those black sneakers I had on...
<*b>[Last CD played?] De La Soul is Dead
<*b>[Last item bought?] Marijauna
<*b>[Last disappointment?] Bringing my mom her birthday gifts, and she's not home.
<*b>[Last soda drank?] Orange
<*b>[Last ice cream eaten?] Butter Prailine Crunch
<*b>[Last time wanting to die?] Dont wanna say...
<*b>[Last time scolded?] Last night
<*b>[Last shirt worn?] Black tall T
<*b>[Last website visited?] MySpace
<*b><*u> OTHER THINGS Wow, more...
<*b>[I know:] very little.
<*b>[I want:] clairty.
<*b>[I have:] love to give.
<*b>[I wish:] I could rewind time.
<*b>[I hate:] being rushed.
<*b>[I miss:] my old life.
<*b>[I fear:] my future's uncertainty.
<*b>[I hear:] my fan.
<*b>[I search:] for clarity.
<*b>[I love:] too many people/things to remotely get my point across.
<*b>[I ache:] when I think of my past relationships.
<*b><*u>FRIENDS Again?
<*b>[Impacted you the most spiritually:] George
<*b>[Wish you saw more often:] Alisa
<*b>[Wish you could meet:] many people on MySpace
<*b>[Most sarcastic:] Jules Camacho
<*b>[Wish you knew better:] Rachel
<*b>[Knows you best:] Alisa
<*b>[Best outlook on life:] Georgey Boy
<*b>[Most paranoid:] Shar
<*b>[Sweetest:] Miliana
<*b><*u>ME… AGAIN. ok?
<*b>[Your best feature (personality):] Creativity
<*b>[Your biggest flaw (personality):] Fear of Loss
<*b>[Most annoying thing you do:] Prod people with no intention of engaging in convo =)
<*b>[Biggest mistake you've made this far:] Thinking I REALLY knew many of my friends.
<*b>[Describe your personality in one word:] Quixotic
<*b>[The physical feature for which you are most often complimented:] Well...
<*b>[A smell that makes you smile:] Cream of Wheat
<*b>[A country you'd like to visit:] Japan
<*b>[A drink you order most often:] Orange Soda?
<*b>[A delicious desert:] Vanilla Bean Cheesecake
<*b>[A book you highly recommend:] The Samurai Code of Honor
<*b>[The music you prefer while alone:] Lounge, Blues, or anything chill.
<*b>[A film you could watch over and over:] Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
<*b>[A TV show you watch regularly:] Family Guy
<*b>[You live in a(n):] House
<*b>[Your cologne or perfume:] Belagio Uomo
<*b>[Under your bed or in your closet you hide:] A Mess
<*b>[Something important on your night table:] My cell
<*b>[What does your first name mean?] "Seen by God"
<*b>[How old are you?] 19
<*b>[How old are you mentally (as in, are you mature)?] I am to the point in my life where I make my own view on "maturity", because it seems that in these times, being mature means accepting the mediocraty of your life, and becoming pesimistic... Not my thing =)
<*b>[Describe yourself in five words?] Wait... Name five words that describe me? Or? W/e, "I am who I am." There you go.
<*b>[What are your worst qualities?] I think it's my urge to please everyone, and I go to stpuiod lengths that end up getting me in trouble.
<*b>[What are your best qualities?] I wouldn't know, I think it's my ability to chill with pretty much anyone.
<*b>[How long does it take you get ready in the morning?] Matters where I'm goin, but if I'm gonna be gone all day once I leave, it'll take about 45 mins.
<*b> <*u>SLEEP Barely...
<*b>[Do you dream at night?] YES!
<*b>[Do you remember your dreams?] Only the best ones... I think.
<*b>[Describe one?] This one's kinda wierd. In this dream, I get out of bed, and step out of my bedroom, only to enter a spiralling stairwell going straight down, and after about 4 hours of stairwell, I end up back at my room, only to open the door and see myself wake up again. I know...
<*b>[What time do you go to bed usually?] Never... or afte about 5 days...
<*b>[What time do you wake up normally?] When my body has got it's minimum requirment of sleep.
<*b>[What time do you wake on weekends?] When the substances wear off =)
<*b>[Is waking late nice or annoying?] The worst
<*b>[Do you sleep with one pillow or two?] 5
<*b> <*u>FRIENDS The few, the proud, the close friends.
<*b>[Do you have heaps of friends?] I guess
<*b>[Do you have a best friend?] Yes
<*b>[Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?] About equal...
<*b>[Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?] Fuck yeah!
<*b>[Have you ever lied to a friend?] Sadly yes...
<*b>[Have you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?] Aww Come on! I wouldnt call it that! They had already broken up...
<*b><*u> FAMILY Feel the Love.
<*b>[Do you like your parents?] Not usually.
<*b>[Ever run away from home?] For real? No.
<*b>[Ever thought about it?] For real? No.
<*b>[Do you have any siblings?] Yeah
<*b>[If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?] Both naturally, But lately we've all been pretty cool.
<*b>[How old are they?] Ok : 20,30,32,36,41... I think
<*b>[Do you feel your parents spoil you?] FUCK NO!!
<*b>[Do you not get along with any of your family?] Not anymore...
<*b>[Do you have big family get-togethers ever?] Mostly every holiday.
<*b><*u> RELATIONSHIPS Uh oh...
<*b>[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] No
<*b>[If so, are you in love with them?]
<*b>[Do they love you?]
<*b>[How long have you been together?]
<*b>[Most romantic thing they've ever done for you?]
<*b>[Do you have a crush?] Many
<*b>[Do you love them?] Dunno yet, dont know many of them too well.
<*b>[Do they know you like them?] A select few.
<*b>[Is it serious or playful?] Both, I always like it that way.
<*b>[How long have you liked them?] Earliest was 5th grade.
<*b>[Ever done something stupid to impress them?] No
<*b>[Have you ever experienced unrequited love?] Yes
<*b>[Do you find it romantic or hurtful?] Hurtful, it shouldn't be romantic on either side...
<*b>[Even know what it is?] Yes
<*b><*u> SEX Please
<*b>[Ever had sex?] Yes
<*b>[Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage?] If they dont know love before then,and that's what they're waiting for, no.
<*b>[Believe in casual sex?] Yes
<*b>[When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity?] 1999, Summer before 8th grade.
<*b>[Did you regret it?] Hell no!
<*b> <*u>MORALS Many
<*b>[Have you ever been drunk?] Yes
<*b>[Taken drugs?] Few
<*b>[Stolen?] Yeah
<*b>[Shoplifted?] Yeah
<*b>[Tried to commit suicide?] Hell no
<*b>[Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?] Not Majorly
<*b>[Gotten into a fight?] Yeah, a few too many.
<*b>[Are you more innocent or guilty?] It matters what perspective you come from. Most likely guilty?
<*b>[Would you date a drug addict?] If I love them... I dont know =(
<*b>[Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?] Yeah...
<*b>[Are you racist?] Dont think so
<*b>[Are you discriminatory to anyone?] Sadly yes. Fake people kill me...
<*b>[Have you been a hypocrite in the past?] Hell yes! We all have been!
<*b>[Do you have an open or closed mind to other people's beliefs and feelings?] Very open, sometimes it gets me into trouble.
<*b> <*u>MEDIA Bah...
<*b>[Do you watch tons of TV?] No
<*b>[How many times have you been to the movies in the last months?] About 60 =), I get in free, and I love movies!
<*b>[Do you listen to the radio often?] No
<*b>[Do you read the newspaper?] No
<*b>[Do you read magazines?] Rarely
<*b>[Are you a couch potato?] Fuck no
<*b>[Do you use the Internet too much?] Used to
<*b><*u> MUSIC Nice
<*b>[What's your favorite style of music?] Cant choose.
<*b>[Do you play an instrument?] Harmonica, Piano, and Sax
<*b>[Do you sing?] Used to, DAMN PUBERTY!
<*b>[What’s your favorite band?] Cant choose
<*b>[Why?] Cuz I love about 12 of em equally.
<*b>[Have you met them before?] Nope
<*b>[What CDs have you bought in that last year?] Mostly some common, de la soul, and Mos def. That's about it...
<*b>[Why did you buy them?] Just to own, and have to ride to school to.
<*b> <*u>PERSONALITY I have one... seriously.
<*b>[Are you funny or serious?] Funny!
<*b>[Creative or not?] Creative!
<*b>[Are you outgoing or shy?] Outgoing!
<*b>[Are you lazy or active?] Active
<*b>[Have you ever been hyperactive?] Most of the time.
<*b>[Are you a naturally hyperactive person?] Sometimes.
<*b> <*u>LOOKS At what?
<*b>[Are you happy with the way you look?] Yes
<*b>[What would you change?] Maybe some abs, but those are soon to come anyways =)
<*b>[Do you wear makeup regularly?] No
<*b>[Do you have a large wardrobe?] No
<*b><*u> MONEY Root of all evil.
<*b>[Do you have a job?] No
<*b>[Do you like it?] Yeah
<*b>[Are you a saver or a spender?] Neither
<*b>[Have you ever been fired?] No
<*b>[In trouble at work?] Have been
<*b>[Made a major mistake?] Not really
<*b>[Ever had money stolen from you?] Fuck yeah!
<*b>[Are you always broke?] No
<*b> <*u>EMBARRASSING MOMENTS Uh oh...
<*b>[Your all time most embarrassing moment?]
Getting my ass beat at a tourny by the 3 time Muai Thai champ.
<*b>[Ever squirrted drink out your nose?] Yeah =/
<*b>[Ever giggled like an idiot?] LOL, hope not.
<*b>[Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?] All the time.
<*b>[Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?] All the time.
<*b>[Ever said something really stupid?] ...Duh
<*b>[Ever snorted while laughing?] Yeah, very few times though...
<*b>[Ever fallen off a bed?] Hell Yeah
<*b>[Ever sleepwalked?] Nope, that I know of...
<*b>[Ever sleep talked?] LOL, all the time.
<*b>[What did you think of this survey?] Aiiight
<*b><*u>FIRSTS Nice
<*b>[First best friend?] Courtney Harris
<*b>[First real memory of something?] Drawing on the wall near my bed.
<*b>[First car?] 2001 Mecury Sable... Sniff, I miss that car.
<*b>[First date?] Hmmm, I think it was 6th grade... Dont really remember. My family cared more than I did.
<*b>[First real kiss?] 7 years old with my neighbor Denise
<*b>[First job?] Sigh, Burger King
<*b>[First screen name?] gokuson215
<*b>[First self purchased album? Hmmm, I think it was BlackStar Power by Mos Def
<*b>[First funeral?] My aunt's in like 96. Atleast that's the one I remember
<*b>[First pets?] My First Dog Patchie, had hime from age 2 to age 11. Then some assholes stole him.
<*b>[First piercing/tattoo?] None yet, but really wanna.
<*b>[First true love?] Alisa Nuniez
<*b>[First enemy?] Watley Harrison
<*b>[First big trip by yourself?] NYC age 13
<*b>[First play/musical/performance?] Dont remember the name, but it was good!
<*b>[First musician you remember hearing in your house?] Billy Holiday
<*b> <*u>LASTS ????
<*b>[Last big car ride?] Hmmm, I guess the road trip to and from Talli
<*b>[Last kiss?] This morning
<*b>[Last good cry?] About 3 days ago, my aunt died.
<*b>[Last library book checked?] Pssh, most of the ones in my room.
<*b>[Last movie seen?] The Man in the Iron Mask
<*b>[Last beverage drank?] Orangeade
<*b>[Last food consumed?] Pound cake
<*b>[Last phone call?] My dawg Sean
<*b>[Last TV show watched?] Naruto
<*b>[Last time showered?] Last night
<*b>[Last shoes worn?] I dont know, those black sneakers I had on...
<*b>[Last CD played?] De La Soul is Dead
<*b>[Last item bought?] Marijauna
<*b>[Last disappointment?] Bringing my mom her birthday gifts, and she's not home.
<*b>[Last soda drank?] Orange
<*b>[Last ice cream eaten?] Butter Prailine Crunch
<*b>[Last time wanting to die?] Dont wanna say...
<*b>[Last time scolded?] Last night
<*b>[Last shirt worn?] Black tall T
<*b>[Last website visited?] MySpace
<*b><*u> OTHER THINGS Wow, more...
<*b>[I know:] very little.
<*b>[I want:] clairty.
<*b>[I have:] love to give.
<*b>[I wish:] I could rewind time.
<*b>[I hate:] being rushed.
<*b>[I miss:] my old life.
<*b>[I fear:] my future's uncertainty.
<*b>[I hear:] my fan.
<*b>[I search:] for clarity.
<*b>[I love:] too many people/things to remotely get my point across.
<*b>[I ache:] when I think of my past relationships.
<*b><*u>FRIENDS Again?
<*b>[Impacted you the most spiritually:] George
<*b>[Wish you saw more often:] Alisa
<*b>[Wish you could meet:] many people on MySpace
<*b>[Most sarcastic:] Jules Camacho
<*b>[Wish you knew better:] Rachel
<*b>[Knows you best:] Alisa
<*b>[Best outlook on life:] Georgey Boy
<*b>[Most paranoid:] Shar
<*b>[Sweetest:] Miliana
<*b><*u>ME… AGAIN. ok?
<*b>[Your best feature (personality):] Creativity
<*b>[Your biggest flaw (personality):] Fear of Loss
<*b>[Most annoying thing you do:] Prod people with no intention of engaging in convo =)
<*b>[Biggest mistake you've made this far:] Thinking I REALLY knew many of my friends.
<*b>[Describe your personality in one word:] Quixotic
<*b>[The physical feature for which you are most often complimented:] Well...
<*b>[A smell that makes you smile:] Cream of Wheat
<*b>[A country you'd like to visit:] Japan
<*b>[A drink you order most often:] Orange Soda?
<*b>[A delicious desert:] Vanilla Bean Cheesecake
<*b>[A book you highly recommend:] The Samurai Code of Honor
<*b>[The music you prefer while alone:] Lounge, Blues, or anything chill.
<*b>[A film you could watch over and over:] Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
<*b>[A TV show you watch regularly:] Family Guy
<*b>[You live in a(n):] House
<*b>[Your cologne or perfume:] Belagio Uomo
<*b>[Under your bed or in your closet you hide:] A Mess
<*b>[Something important on your night table:] My cell