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last nite i left my house at around 9pm and went over to kelsey's in corte madera (which strangley seemed to be the choice hangout for random teenagers that nite). anyway, one Rockstar later, we milled around his house for a while in search of more random people to hangout with....come 12:30, we found some homies. and that was chill and all. just listening to music at the house. and then 2:00 am rolled around and boredom set in, but only cuz i didnt have that "complete feeling" so what are you gunna do when youre over pot? go to the next best thing---coke. just kidding. no....i was "sensible" and decided to only take half a caffine pill just so i wouldnt fall asleep on my dear boyfriend too quickly. but at 3am...when the other boyz left the house, and it was just the 2 of us, we were hyped more than ever. and let me tell you folks, i did NOT smoke pot every day, 4 times a day for 9 months to find myself awake and buzzing at 3 in the morning!!! but i guess last nite i was back to my old insomniac self....and all that caffine didnt help either. but it was fun for a while, we found the weridest stuff to keep us entertained. untill the clock was all "dude its 5:15am!!!" so i said "babe, we should probably just get some sleep..."
we were lying in bed for quite some time, i was scratching my side gently, untill i started going faster and faster and practically carved a hole with my fingernails. well it turns out my baby couldnt sleep either. and i had that crazy feeling that i would be so comfortable anymore. the bed was just suffocating. anyway...we tried talking, but that just made me more nervous. so i yelled at kelsey to open the windows and turn on the tv...it was just the news...so we sprung out of bed, threw on some clothes and rushed outside...by now the sky was beginning to get a soft violet shade, and it tripped me out...cuz the moon was still hanging there...and then we saw this purple woman walking her dog...who just disapeared. so anwyay...we decided that singing would clear our heads, and it did, untill some other lady walking her dog heard me belting out the song "borderline" and i got all embarassed.
then we went back to kelsey's house and it was around 6:30. so i ran around some more complaining that the world was coming to an end...cuz i still couldnt sleep and i couldnt breathe inside so i went outside for a while...my lover made me some tea with some magical herb in it that would make me sleep. and i washed my face....drank that shit...and passed the fuck out by 7am....and then woke up at 3pm today. so maybe you can see why im still a little crazy...from all that lack of sleep. but now im stuck up on the mountain again, bored as hell, and my boyfriend wont call me for some reason. and its making me really depressed. yuck. i want to die. this is like a hangover.
we were lying in bed for quite some time, i was scratching my side gently, untill i started going faster and faster and practically carved a hole with my fingernails. well it turns out my baby couldnt sleep either. and i had that crazy feeling that i would be so comfortable anymore. the bed was just suffocating. anyway...we tried talking, but that just made me more nervous. so i yelled at kelsey to open the windows and turn on the tv...it was just the news...so we sprung out of bed, threw on some clothes and rushed outside...by now the sky was beginning to get a soft violet shade, and it tripped me out...cuz the moon was still hanging there...and then we saw this purple woman walking her dog...who just disapeared. so anwyay...we decided that singing would clear our heads, and it did, untill some other lady walking her dog heard me belting out the song "borderline" and i got all embarassed.
then we went back to kelsey's house and it was around 6:30. so i ran around some more complaining that the world was coming to an end...cuz i still couldnt sleep and i couldnt breathe inside so i went outside for a while...my lover made me some tea with some magical herb in it that would make me sleep. and i washed my face....drank that shit...and passed the fuck out by 7am....and then woke up at 3pm today. so maybe you can see why im still a little crazy...from all that lack of sleep. but now im stuck up on the mountain again, bored as hell, and my boyfriend wont call me for some reason. and its making me really depressed. yuck. i want to die. this is like a hangover.