My job has killed my online self.
I never come over here anymore and that makes me sad. I don't have the time to read and keep up with you guys and I REALLY don't have time to read any porn. Woe.
I hope to come back and take part again someday, but I don't know when that will be. We're going to start 6-day work weeks again very soon, so I'm just too frikkin' tired to do anything but sleep.
There is also the massive depression and the fact I STILL live at the parents. This living situation is, ahem, LESS THAN IDEAL, but my credit is still shot since the layoff of a few years ago and NOBODY IN HIS OR HER RIGHT MIND is going to rent to someone with my credit. The nice cardboard box idea is ever present, but I can't even afford the box at the moment.
So, it is what it is, man. It's not ALL woe is me. I'm climbing out of the hole, but the climb, she is long. Just thought I'd drop in and say I miss everyone. The thing I don't want to happen is what I've seen happen to people I've liked around this place over the years: lj death. I don't want to delete the account due to lack of use or just let it drag on with nothing being posted...which is what I've been doing. Hell, if I posted a comment on some of your pages now? You wouldn't know who the hell I am. I hate that. So, maybe one day, I'll be able to actively participate, which was one of the keys to my prior happy existence.
JIBBER-JIBBER-BLAH-BLAH. CATCH YOU LATER? THAT'S THE PLAN. We all may remember what happens to my best laid plans...oh, shit....
I hope to come back and take part again someday, but I don't know when that will be. We're going to start 6-day work weeks again very soon, so I'm just too frikkin' tired to do anything but sleep.
There is also the massive depression and the fact I STILL live at the parents. This living situation is, ahem, LESS THAN IDEAL, but my credit is still shot since the layoff of a few years ago and NOBODY IN HIS OR HER RIGHT MIND is going to rent to someone with my credit. The nice cardboard box idea is ever present, but I can't even afford the box at the moment.
So, it is what it is, man. It's not ALL woe is me. I'm climbing out of the hole, but the climb, she is long. Just thought I'd drop in and say I miss everyone. The thing I don't want to happen is what I've seen happen to people I've liked around this place over the years: lj death. I don't want to delete the account due to lack of use or just let it drag on with nothing being posted...which is what I've been doing. Hell, if I posted a comment on some of your pages now? You wouldn't know who the hell I am. I hate that. So, maybe one day, I'll be able to actively participate, which was one of the keys to my prior happy existence.
JIBBER-JIBBER-BLAH-BLAH. CATCH YOU LATER? THAT'S THE PLAN. We all may remember what happens to my best laid plans...oh, shit....