The last couple weeks...
So been to Jax the past two weekends :) First weekend was Memorial day. Drove up with the dogs stayed with Dom and Anne so all the cousins could play. Its so great how the four dogs get along so great. And my two love the huge back yard, my backyard now is like a running strip, lol. I can't wait till we get our house in a few months. The dogs will love it. We hung out with the family, went bowling and out to dinner and went to Itchutucknee on Sunday. Spent some time with my niece Kaylan for her third birthday! I can't believe how big she is getting! We saw Shrek because that’s our movie, lol. Jennifer and I went to see Shrek when she was still pregnant but very over due! And we told Kaylan she better not decide to come out while we watched the movie.
This past weekend I flew home alone for Scottie and Rachel’s Wedding! Scottie is my god-brother…but I call him my cousin half the time. We grew up together; he’s only three years older. But the wedding was great. Mom and I both had a few too many and I apparently proposed to Tim on the phone…but he told me that it doesn’t work that way. Oh well. I woke up Sunday with a horrible hangover :( But I’d promised Jennifer I’d go to breakfast wither and Kay so I drag myself outta bed and get ready to go to Denny’s. As soon as I walk in I had to head straight to the bathroom. There’s nothing like pucking in Denny’s! After that and some French toast I was almost 100% good to go. My flight back home was suppose to leave at 9:50…we didn’t take off till about 11 and I got home around midnight. So since Geoff is on vacation I called in on Monday.
This week has been rough. Due to lack of sleep and stress. I’ve also been talking with Sara, as always. And Sue’s not going to make it much further. Which hurts, she was so much a part of my life for three years and now that’s in no way a part of my life but it still hurts just the same. I spent hours and hours in the waiting rooms…in ICU and hospitals with her. Always worrying. She still has a huge part of my heart and it hurts to not be able to be there for everyone. I talk to Sara and comfort her as much as I can…but its not really my place anymore. I just wish there was more I cold do. But there never is anything more to do. Sue is an amazing person. The bad stuff always happens to the ones who don’t deserve it. Cancer sucks. It’s been a 2 and a half year struggle that she just couldn’t beat.