Back from under a rock......
Well, GREETINGS!!!
I don't know why I have not kept this up but I felt like doing it now for some reason.
Life just keeps moving....never stopping for anything or anyone. I would like to try and keep journaling going for as long as I can because it really is helpful for me. I recently went through a THIRD miscarriage in under a year and I feel that I really need to express myself but don't know how. David and I have been wanting children but its very discouraging when your doctor just says that this is just "bad luck" for us. So we need to press on and keep trying and hope that the Lord will bless us someday.
We are also in the process of moving......to my grandmothers house for the third time in my life.....uggg... Though this one is for her. She is now 80 years old and she lives alone with her dog who is ailing in this big house. She asked us and we did some serious thinking about it and we decided that it would be better for us as well. We can save up, pay off credit card bills......all of it money situations....It really is a pretty good deal, but I just feel that I am right back where I started - back in elementary school where my family (all 4 of us) lived with my grandparents for about a month or two before we moved into a new house, then during High School when we left my dad...that one lasted a few years longer until I HAD it living with my mom (nothing worse than living in the same room with your MOM while in High School). At least she offered to give us the master bedroom. I honestly think she doesn't want to live in there since my Grandfather passed away...not sure though. I got those allusive genes from her I guess. You never know what she is thinking.....wait...you can read me like a book, what am I saying....ROFL.
Anyway, there you have it. Our life in a nutshell................so far......
I don't know why I have not kept this up but I felt like doing it now for some reason.
Life just keeps moving....never stopping for anything or anyone. I would like to try and keep journaling going for as long as I can because it really is helpful for me. I recently went through a THIRD miscarriage in under a year and I feel that I really need to express myself but don't know how. David and I have been wanting children but its very discouraging when your doctor just says that this is just "bad luck" for us. So we need to press on and keep trying and hope that the Lord will bless us someday.
We are also in the process of moving......to my grandmothers house for the third time in my life.....uggg... Though this one is for her. She is now 80 years old and she lives alone with her dog who is ailing in this big house. She asked us and we did some serious thinking about it and we decided that it would be better for us as well. We can save up, pay off credit card bills......all of it money situations....It really is a pretty good deal, but I just feel that I am right back where I started - back in elementary school where my family (all 4 of us) lived with my grandparents for about a month or two before we moved into a new house, then during High School when we left my dad...that one lasted a few years longer until I HAD it living with my mom (nothing worse than living in the same room with your MOM while in High School). At least she offered to give us the master bedroom. I honestly think she doesn't want to live in there since my Grandfather passed away...not sure though. I got those allusive genes from her I guess. You never know what she is thinking.....wait...you can read me like a book, what am I saying....ROFL.
Anyway, there you have it. Our life in a nutshell................so far......