Happy
i haven't actually updated this in a bit so here ya go. after seven letters,5 pages each i really see it now. im not sad anymore. he put things completely into perspective.8 months out of a lifetime is miniscule. i really coudln't be happier in my life right now. school is great, i dont cry everytime i read letters anymore instead im smiling and loving every word..i see how lucky i am to have the most perfect guy there is.i get it now.5 weeks.just got back from seeing 'Must Love Dogs' with my mom. coming to be one of my favorite movies. got up at 7:30 this morning to go hiking with my parents. UGGGH i'll stick the the air condidioned gym on the treadmill thanks.where tvs and ipods make me happy and i can see my dream mall from the windows...though Freddie was super cute and made it all worth it. oh and i totally saw into my future when a couple had what me and chris WILL have someday when we have a house. 2 boxers, an all brown for him and an all white for me:) they were precious.and could have eaten Freddie but they would never they are too cute:):)okie I'm making dinner tonite. I usually do it tuesdays but i wanna tonite.im like the super best cook EVER. haa sad im not joking i am good:) Ta-Ta.