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Time to post stuff I guess. Lot's happened since my last update. Or not much depending on how you might look at it. Mom and Dad are still in Louisiana and I miss them. I really don't get to see them at all anymore and that hurts. They've settled in nicely and Grandma & Grandpa have moved into their new home. Donna and I have visited down there twice and their place is really nice.
On for more of the same. I'm still living with Donna with her parents. I know Donna wants to move out and so do I. I know I'm disappointing her. The prospect of owning a house kinda frightens me actually. And every time we look into a home loan we wonder how the fuck can anybody afford to live around here on the salaries that people make.
Speaking of salaries, I'm still working at the DM Group, although they've changed their name to DirectMail.com (how snazzy). I'm not sure what to think about that place. Sometimes I just utterly hate how stupid people are, especially the ones that make my job harder and that makes me hate the place. But some days everything just goes right and it's a great job. I swear if Laura and Chris weren't there I'd have gone insane by now. Regardless, I want to make more, I think I'm worth more and can do better. Unfortunately I have no idea what I want to do. I love working with computers, pretty much anything that can be done with a computer I will find fascinating. At least I'm getting off my ass in that regard. Resume up and out.
Marriage is scary prospect. I love the hell out of Donna but it's still scarey, but at the same time also exciting. Knowing that I'll have someone by my side able to stand by me through whatever for the rest of my days just fills me with hope. It makes the crap in my life bearable. It's not an enourmous amount of crap, just the average stuff that most people have to go through. And truth be told that's all I want, I really just want a normal life. I don't want to be some super important person that everybody relies on.
You might think that's awfully sad of me to want to be so mediocre but I don't see it that way. The world if full of normal people, they just don't know it yet. They think they're special, some are, most aren't. They'll live a normal life too and that's still a good life to lead. Life seems to be able to throw a monkey wrench in things even for an normal life to give you a kick to make sure you're still alive.
I'm done for now. Some of that was just rambling thoughts in my head. I may completely change my stance on things depending on my mood.
~Tnin4u
On for more of the same. I'm still living with Donna with her parents. I know Donna wants to move out and so do I. I know I'm disappointing her. The prospect of owning a house kinda frightens me actually. And every time we look into a home loan we wonder how the fuck can anybody afford to live around here on the salaries that people make.
Speaking of salaries, I'm still working at the DM Group, although they've changed their name to DirectMail.com (how snazzy). I'm not sure what to think about that place. Sometimes I just utterly hate how stupid people are, especially the ones that make my job harder and that makes me hate the place. But some days everything just goes right and it's a great job. I swear if Laura and Chris weren't there I'd have gone insane by now. Regardless, I want to make more, I think I'm worth more and can do better. Unfortunately I have no idea what I want to do. I love working with computers, pretty much anything that can be done with a computer I will find fascinating. At least I'm getting off my ass in that regard. Resume up and out.
Marriage is scary prospect. I love the hell out of Donna but it's still scarey, but at the same time also exciting. Knowing that I'll have someone by my side able to stand by me through whatever for the rest of my days just fills me with hope. It makes the crap in my life bearable. It's not an enourmous amount of crap, just the average stuff that most people have to go through. And truth be told that's all I want, I really just want a normal life. I don't want to be some super important person that everybody relies on.
You might think that's awfully sad of me to want to be so mediocre but I don't see it that way. The world if full of normal people, they just don't know it yet. They think they're special, some are, most aren't. They'll live a normal life too and that's still a good life to lead. Life seems to be able to throw a monkey wrench in things even for an normal life to give you a kick to make sure you're still alive.
I'm done for now. Some of that was just rambling thoughts in my head. I may completely change my stance on things depending on my mood.
~Tnin4u