Cause it was love...wasn't it...well its killing me, not having it...
I didn't go to school today. I'm too tired from that effing baby keeping me up all night long. It makes me mad. And then I didn't take my prozac today, so I'm depressed..Blah..This stinks. I can't wait until April..gosh it's coming up. I really hope I don't get on a plane and crazy people Hijack it and then I die. Hm..Positive thinking..:-\ I'm going to be sure to bring my cellphone though, so if that does happen, I can call random people and be like...malallala my planes being hijacked...gosh, what's up with me today..Huh..My heart still hurts, and I'm quite annoyed at it. It should be over by now, wasn't like this with my other exes...sldkfj...i have issues with this..I also feel really tingly right now. I got up this morning and I couldn't see, I was really dizzy and it sucked. then my cat randomly scratched my nose this morning. Stupid Black Cat. I just put in a new keyboard so this one types better. I like it. Dezare comes back on Thursday. That should be fun. Craig and I are getting closer :) but I don't think that I like him like that..but that's someone elses fault. I still like D...but then IDK...I'm just really confused about everything in my life right now. I like being single in some ways though..because I'm not tied down like I was. I can hang out with my friends and not worrying about "what's he going to think I was doing???" w/e though...boys aren't worth it. but I love being in love...hm..I've been in love..3 times..I think. I fall in love too easily. I also <3 Making out...but you don't have to have a boyfriend to do that.. ;)..gosh I sound like such a whore..haha cause I am..I'm also a stoner..jk...My mouth is really dry, I'd like to know why..I'M MOVING MY ROOM BACK UPSTAIRS!! I'm painting my walls black and I'm going to have hot pink and white stars like all over the walls it's going to be soooo totally awesome...BUT I WANT MY LAPTOP BACK..bitches...This is a really pointless entry, sorry this must be kind of boring, and I feel bad if you're still reading this...hmm...
OK Well I should go..my moms gonna yell at me if she find out I was online...
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