Stressed Out
Well, it's finally hit me..the fact that a big wedding costs mundo bucks!!! All this time I've been calm but now, it seems like every other paycheck needs to go towards something for the wedding. Those bills on top of the every day bills and just the thought of us planning on looking for a house after the wedding and attempt Peanut #2 it's just AHHH, makes me want to scream. True, we are getting A LOT of financial help for the wedding from his parent's but still. I stopped the total so far at $15,000...crazy!!!! This month it's the florist and the wedding coordinator. Next month it's the gown, the honeymoon and some of the photographer. After that it's Tom's B-day and then Christmas..Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did I fail to mention that I'm also stressing about this because the two Admins under me decided to take advantage of the OT and now NONE of us, not even me is allowed OT. That's $150/week out of my paycheck now...OUCH!!!!!!!
Anyway, on another note, I'm totally excited yet nervous and scared that I have my appointment with my florist(Grove florist) to go over ideas for the Bridal party flowers. Should be interesting. I've printed out all my ideas and wrote down the list of all I need so I'm pretty prepared - I think!
Training appt last night was rough although I did pretty well - especially considering that was my first time lifting weights in 5 days. 5 days you say? Well, when one gets older their metabolism isn't all that great anymore so I loose a bit..blah! But apparently, this time I didn't - awfully proud of myself. Sad thing about yesterday, I missed my two aerobic classes that I usually take - Bummer!!! Good news, I tried on my jeans on Friday..the ones that Tom bought me for Christmas last year. Well, they haven't fit since I got pregnant and I've been working really hard to loose all that fat and guess what..THEY FIT!! yayaya! Out of the three they all fit, however, my favorite one I was able to get on no problem but couldn't sit down..ha! So, I'm still working on that one but I"m still pretty happy and proud of myself.
Did I fail to mention that I'm also stressing about this because the two Admins under me decided to take advantage of the OT and now NONE of us, not even me is allowed OT. That's $150/week out of my paycheck now...OUCH!!!!!!!
Anyway, on another note, I'm totally excited yet nervous and scared that I have my appointment with my florist(Grove florist) to go over ideas for the Bridal party flowers. Should be interesting. I've printed out all my ideas and wrote down the list of all I need so I'm pretty prepared - I think!
Training appt last night was rough although I did pretty well - especially considering that was my first time lifting weights in 5 days. 5 days you say? Well, when one gets older their metabolism isn't all that great anymore so I loose a bit..blah! But apparently, this time I didn't - awfully proud of myself. Sad thing about yesterday, I missed my two aerobic classes that I usually take - Bummer!!! Good news, I tried on my jeans on Friday..the ones that Tom bought me for Christmas last year. Well, they haven't fit since I got pregnant and I've been working really hard to loose all that fat and guess what..THEY FIT!! yayaya! Out of the three they all fit, however, my favorite one I was able to get on no problem but couldn't sit down..ha! So, I'm still working on that one but I"m still pretty happy and proud of myself.