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i think its something about familiarity.
i'll be fine.
of course i'm fine.
its going to be ok....
well, i guess i'm not ok.
sometimes i make mistakes, but one day i'll learn from them.
i had a funny conversation with someone yesterday.
"are you prepared to see someone like this?" -her
"nope, i never am" -me
"well at least you know you're not going to be ok afterwards."- her
in exactly 1 week i'll be home in pa again.
i'll be home for 9 full days before i have to be back in nyc.
this will be the longest period of time i'll be home in almost a year and a half.
i can't wait to wrap gifts and see the decorations in my house
and watch movies with my family and sleep in my perfect bed.
no new years eve plans yet.
i secretly want to sit on the couch with people i love and watch movies/specials and drink champagne.
i'll be fine.
of course i'm fine.
its going to be ok....
well, i guess i'm not ok.
sometimes i make mistakes, but one day i'll learn from them.
i had a funny conversation with someone yesterday.
"are you prepared to see someone like this?" -her
"nope, i never am" -me
"well at least you know you're not going to be ok afterwards."- her
in exactly 1 week i'll be home in pa again.
i'll be home for 9 full days before i have to be back in nyc.
this will be the longest period of time i'll be home in almost a year and a half.
i can't wait to wrap gifts and see the decorations in my house
and watch movies with my family and sleep in my perfect bed.
no new years eve plans yet.
i secretly want to sit on the couch with people i love and watch movies/specials and drink champagne.