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i don't know how much more i can take.
this past sunday night my left eye started getting a little swollen. and monday morning when i got up for work it was completely swollen shut. i had to call off work and go to the emergency room alone. basically, i was scared out of my mind and pissed off that i had to miss a day of work when i was going to be so busy. turns out my eye was fine but i had some sort of infection in my eyelids. wtf? i took meds and wore my glasses all week and now my eye is almost completely back to normal. ugh.
work was insanely busy because i missed monday and a few of my bosses are going to asia next week so i was in charge of putting together their trip books. no one had any of their reports ready until friday at 4pm! i ended up staying late on friday because no one helped me with anything.
wednesday night, since my eye was a little better, i went to the knitting factory to see punchline. best decision i've ever made. seeing those boys made me so happy that i actually cried. and on my way out pj grabbed me, hugged me, and told me how wonderful it was to see me. annnnnd he also said when he was playing he looked up and saw me in the balcony and got so excited that i was there. i told him that i love seeing them in ny because it feels like home. and he blushed. we hugged again, and i left.
for the last 5 or 6 years i randomly get a little hypoglycemic. my blood sugar drops really low, i start shaking and sweating, i can't concentrate, and i get bad headaches. well this last week i've been really bad everyday. but yesterday at work it was the worst its ever been. it got so bad that i couldn't even concentrate. i felt so spaced out and then my heart started beating so fast that i felt like i couldn't catch my breath. usually, i just eat or drink something sugary and in an hour or 2 i feel better, but yesterday i couldn't get anything to get my sugar back to normal. i called my mom and she started screaming at me to go to the hospital to make sure i'm not becoming diabetic. great. this is just what i need right now. ugh. i promised if i still feel this horrible on monday then i'll make a dr. appointment.
and to top all this all off, i was supposed to go out last night until i found out that trish basically lied about her plans and after being ready and sitting around for hours waiting for her and her bf to get their plans together, i just said, fuck it i'm staying home. she ended up going to her bf's house and i stayed in alone. i was supposed to meet up with chris later and he just went out and had a nice night while i was miserable. all i wanted to do all day was go out and have a nice time with him. whatever. he probably didn't care anyway.
at least i'll have true friends around me in 12 days. i'm going to die when they leave me again. ugh.
bring on bamboozle and spiderman 3!
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this past sunday night my left eye started getting a little swollen. and monday morning when i got up for work it was completely swollen shut. i had to call off work and go to the emergency room alone. basically, i was scared out of my mind and pissed off that i had to miss a day of work when i was going to be so busy. turns out my eye was fine but i had some sort of infection in my eyelids. wtf? i took meds and wore my glasses all week and now my eye is almost completely back to normal. ugh.
work was insanely busy because i missed monday and a few of my bosses are going to asia next week so i was in charge of putting together their trip books. no one had any of their reports ready until friday at 4pm! i ended up staying late on friday because no one helped me with anything.
wednesday night, since my eye was a little better, i went to the knitting factory to see punchline. best decision i've ever made. seeing those boys made me so happy that i actually cried. and on my way out pj grabbed me, hugged me, and told me how wonderful it was to see me. annnnnd he also said when he was playing he looked up and saw me in the balcony and got so excited that i was there. i told him that i love seeing them in ny because it feels like home. and he blushed. we hugged again, and i left.
for the last 5 or 6 years i randomly get a little hypoglycemic. my blood sugar drops really low, i start shaking and sweating, i can't concentrate, and i get bad headaches. well this last week i've been really bad everyday. but yesterday at work it was the worst its ever been. it got so bad that i couldn't even concentrate. i felt so spaced out and then my heart started beating so fast that i felt like i couldn't catch my breath. usually, i just eat or drink something sugary and in an hour or 2 i feel better, but yesterday i couldn't get anything to get my sugar back to normal. i called my mom and she started screaming at me to go to the hospital to make sure i'm not becoming diabetic. great. this is just what i need right now. ugh. i promised if i still feel this horrible on monday then i'll make a dr. appointment.
and to top all this all off, i was supposed to go out last night until i found out that trish basically lied about her plans and after being ready and sitting around for hours waiting for her and her bf to get their plans together, i just said, fuck it i'm staying home. she ended up going to her bf's house and i stayed in alone. i was supposed to meet up with chris later and he just went out and had a nice night while i was miserable. all i wanted to do all day was go out and have a nice time with him. whatever. he probably didn't care anyway.
at least i'll have true friends around me in 12 days. i'm going to die when they leave me again. ugh.
bring on bamboozle and spiderman 3!
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