what will now be in 10 minutes?
I cannot wait to go home for a few days so shortly.
and as an aside:
It does not bother me anymore, or at least I will try not to let it.
I think in another night of extraordinary events (in both a good and bad sense), I have discovered something for myself. I am here to make people laugh and smile and to be the person they go to when they need help, regardless of who they are. It feels that this may be a very direct reason for why I become a good freind to those I meet so quickly (or at least that is my perception of it, and please do not take this as egotistical or arrogant). Ironically, this closeness is also the same factor in that small expanse that I have yet to close, and that can be frustrating. I am going to take the position though that it is better to end up with ten good friends, then to have no friends at all for something that does not even exist.
Do not take it as depression or being sad for myself or in search for sympathy. I have found that talking about your thoughts clarifies them, and in the hopes of alleviating the pressures I am placing on myself, I am doing just that.
Please have a good night, and if possible, get some sleep for me. I am workin on those lyrics, I promise, sometimes you can just become too involved in your own thoughts that they become clogged.
and as an aside:
It does not bother me anymore, or at least I will try not to let it.
I think in another night of extraordinary events (in both a good and bad sense), I have discovered something for myself. I am here to make people laugh and smile and to be the person they go to when they need help, regardless of who they are. It feels that this may be a very direct reason for why I become a good freind to those I meet so quickly (or at least that is my perception of it, and please do not take this as egotistical or arrogant). Ironically, this closeness is also the same factor in that small expanse that I have yet to close, and that can be frustrating. I am going to take the position though that it is better to end up with ten good friends, then to have no friends at all for something that does not even exist.
Do not take it as depression or being sad for myself or in search for sympathy. I have found that talking about your thoughts clarifies them, and in the hopes of alleviating the pressures I am placing on myself, I am doing just that.
Please have a good night, and if possible, get some sleep for me. I am workin on those lyrics, I promise, sometimes you can just become too involved in your own thoughts that they become clogged.