Jan 28, 2005 02:46
I would rather right now not have what I want then have something short of what I want, because in the end, I am going to appreciate what it means to have it so much more than I can even imagine...
It seems preferable to consider numbing oneself to life at times, and in my opinion that is not cowardice, but rather an attempt to ensure you can actually be around later to try and reconcile what you do not have the power to address now...
The real conflict is not whether the wall is a boundary, but whether or not the actual wall itself becomes a vessel in which the separation exists...
Yeah I don't know what that means either...lol...ok, so I do...but either way, you know you just smiled a bit :-)
If only I had bowhunting skills...it would make my numchuck skills completely useless...
I feel a song coming on...
Someone told me today that they don't like to read livejournals because it is almost as if you become a part of that person's soul...and in that respect they are completely right. So please, with your newfound understanding of who I am, or maybe your deeper confusion, let it be known that no matter what, you come before me, a priority that is my choice and not yours to reverse...(in this instance, I will be direct and let you know that you means anyone who reads this)...