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the only person who is ever with us our entire lives is ourselves...
keeping that in mind, I'm not mad, or upset, or frustrated, or any of the above, because I'm simply (to put it in Ron Burgundy's terms) amazed...
What is it that you are looking for? Honestly, I really don't know where you expect to find it once you figure it out, because I don't think what you want even exists. And to say that you'll be the one with the loss, well that is not good enough for me, especially when that would be nothing positive for you in the least, and if all I want is something positive for you, then how does that help? It does not make me content or "please" me that you would allow yourself to miss something extraordinary, keeping in mind that this description of what the future could possibly be is only a guess and not something I feel to be absolute, lest I be arrogant and self-serving. Whatever the answer may be, it is not in the question stated.
One lesson I learned today is that whether or not others are in control of their actions is their perogative; never feel that because of this you do not have the power to control your own actions. The most important point being that if you can say you are in complete control of what it is you do, then you can never be dissatisfied with the results considering that you were cognizant of the situation so much that it allowed you to try to make that transition...
from dream to reality...
well, it turned past midnight and I felt relieved that the day was over and a new one had just begun. But as it turns out, all that happened was the clock proved to me that there are still 21 hours left in this day that I have to deal with it all. And I know that I am going to see all but 5 of them. Why does this feel comforting?
It makes me want to go to studio right now and sit there and become absorbed in my work, which would in effect allow me to place everything else about my life in the back of my mind, where it cannot nibble and gnaw to no end...
To pretend that this is all anything other than what it really is would be naive and ignorant. To pretend that I understand it all in the context of the greater whole would be sheer idiocy.
What a great song this will all make...crafting hits like it's my job...this is all good for one thing...
inspiration...
even if it is from devastation...
keeping that in mind, I'm not mad, or upset, or frustrated, or any of the above, because I'm simply (to put it in Ron Burgundy's terms) amazed...
What is it that you are looking for? Honestly, I really don't know where you expect to find it once you figure it out, because I don't think what you want even exists. And to say that you'll be the one with the loss, well that is not good enough for me, especially when that would be nothing positive for you in the least, and if all I want is something positive for you, then how does that help? It does not make me content or "please" me that you would allow yourself to miss something extraordinary, keeping in mind that this description of what the future could possibly be is only a guess and not something I feel to be absolute, lest I be arrogant and self-serving. Whatever the answer may be, it is not in the question stated.
One lesson I learned today is that whether or not others are in control of their actions is their perogative; never feel that because of this you do not have the power to control your own actions. The most important point being that if you can say you are in complete control of what it is you do, then you can never be dissatisfied with the results considering that you were cognizant of the situation so much that it allowed you to try to make that transition...
from dream to reality...
well, it turned past midnight and I felt relieved that the day was over and a new one had just begun. But as it turns out, all that happened was the clock proved to me that there are still 21 hours left in this day that I have to deal with it all. And I know that I am going to see all but 5 of them. Why does this feel comforting?
It makes me want to go to studio right now and sit there and become absorbed in my work, which would in effect allow me to place everything else about my life in the back of my mind, where it cannot nibble and gnaw to no end...
To pretend that this is all anything other than what it really is would be naive and ignorant. To pretend that I understand it all in the context of the greater whole would be sheer idiocy.
What a great song this will all make...crafting hits like it's my job...this is all good for one thing...
inspiration...
even if it is from devastation...