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Im stuck between a rock and a hard place
Dont know weather to push or pull
and my heart hurts so much and im so worried that it feels like i am about to suffocate.
I just want high school to be over with
I want to see what else is out there, to fly away, to disappear...to be happy
I feel like a rock is placed all around my body
One day the rock will be lifted but why not now?
Do i cry or laugh?
be happy or upset?
do i stop or go?
Well im going to be happy and im going to laugh and i am going to STOP stopping I am going to keep on truckin and go! It is back on! And on a brighter note:: It is a B-E-A-UTIFUL day today! just gorgeous! Ill prolly go jazzercise and then walk after i get home just so i can be outside in the fresh air. Prom is getting closer woohoo! VERY VERY excited about my prom group.
Well i might as well get some homework done.
And watch GAS (the nickelodeon station that plays old games like double dare and figure-it-out and legends of the hidden temple :) channel 347 so exciting)
Dont know weather to push or pull
and my heart hurts so much and im so worried that it feels like i am about to suffocate.
I just want high school to be over with
I want to see what else is out there, to fly away, to disappear...to be happy
I feel like a rock is placed all around my body
One day the rock will be lifted but why not now?
Do i cry or laugh?
be happy or upset?
do i stop or go?
Well im going to be happy and im going to laugh and i am going to STOP stopping I am going to keep on truckin and go! It is back on! And on a brighter note:: It is a B-E-A-UTIFUL day today! just gorgeous! Ill prolly go jazzercise and then walk after i get home just so i can be outside in the fresh air. Prom is getting closer woohoo! VERY VERY excited about my prom group.
Well i might as well get some homework done.
And watch GAS (the nickelodeon station that plays old games like double dare and figure-it-out and legends of the hidden temple :) channel 347 so exciting)