(no subject)
I know your story.
don't start to lie. face the facts,
i know the reasons why
you put up a wall
and let no one in.
you keep your feelings to yourself
and your loves hidden.
you fail to see what could be
and you let what you desire slip from under you.
you won't let things go
but you are losing grasp
of what is real to you.
you keep the list of 'people to trust 'at a minimum.
It may takes years for someone to end up there.
you are frightened to no end
by the thought of death.
you love cold, gray days
when you can see your breath.
you give yourself no credit for the life you lead.
your works are exquisite
never starving the eye.
as is the one you adore
that guy..
who will never know how much you care
because you refuse to expose your love
as you wait for it to fall into place.
But nothing you wish will ever happen,
(or so you think)
YOU are a wild dreamer
and you see your life there.
you and your family are on the thinnest of ice.
you wish that you lead a more meaningful life.
no.
no.
The role is reversed.
I am telling you MY story.
You won't understand what I have to say.
I won't understand what role I play.
Just know this is what goes on.