Feb 23, 2005 16:54
Why does time move so fast and so persistantly? Why does time never slow down? How come no matter what, tomorrow will always come (hopefully)?
Because it has to. You can't learn and not live. You gotta fight the good fight. My inspiration at the moment is being drawn from my own life. Looking through the past, reading old things...but more so just thinking about who I am and where I'm going. And most importantly, how I've changed. But even more important than that, how I haven't changed. I believe I am a person who is always looking for something new and beautiful in this life. I always want more, but I still need comfort in all this insanity.
Ok its like this: Do you really know yourself? Do you really know who you are and what you believe? Do you know what you want? These may seem like easy things to answer, but the truth is you may not know any of these answers. You have to experience things for yourself and decide what really makes you mad/uncomfortable/happy. You can't appreciate a cold glass of water until you're dying of thirst. Hold on, lets just dwell on that for a second. I don't want it to pass you by. We are all human beings, and its impossible to be perfect or to do things exactly right and to really appreciate and take advantage of all you have and respect it...until maybe you've experienced the many sides of 'things' and then you know what's really there? Like if you can find beauty in things or people, it's a special thing. I don't want to sound naive or cliche, but I just have such a deep appreciation for honesty and pure intention and true beauty. Who says these things even exist, and who's to say what's beautiful and what isn't? But it all lies inside of you, and you have to be able to find it to appreciate what you have to offer. If that makes any sense to you?
I think I'm just beginning to see how big this is. Don't let things pass you by.