"...i can't keep myself straight..."
so i am on greg's computer. why you ask? because mine decided that its life was over. yeah it just told me that it quit. well my dad is going to let me use his. cool. and i will be getting another new cell phone when i go home for the reason i would rather not discuss. how do i do this stuff to myself. i am not exactly sure but i am sure of this: i really felt like writing this entry. all is really well and i feel good about everything which is fine because with all of everything going on right now i wouldn't think that i would be ok right now. i really do love my life though. i love everything in it and no matter what happens i can still keep in a good mood for the most part. i have cindy and i would say that she is my major driving force. i really try and not miss her all the time but i just have images of cuddling up next to her permanently burned into my mind. "permanently burned", that is redundant but oh well. i just think of how much i like writing sometimes. i know i have asked this but who reads this? i am going into town today for a little bit at least with jack. it should be good times. not that i am in a bad mood but if i am he is usually the one who can get me out of it (other than cindy or harry of course). greg could probably still do that but we just talk about stupid stuff now, which is all well and good because i do not really mind. i really think i want a new livejournal and i found out the reason that i do. i want to get rid of the memories that i have on there. this would be my longest entry in a while which really is a nice change. i feel all special, warm, and fuzzy inside. don't you?